What if the way I feel is wrong?
What if everything is too strong — or alternatively, too weak?
I feel too much of everything I think. I hope.
I never want to not feel.
Sometimes there are days when I don’t feel much. But even on those days I ache to feel something.
That’s the scary part. That I possess the potential to be blank. To not have thoughts or ideas, passions or desires.
That terrifies me.
Odd that my biggest fear is something I so often encounter in the minds of everyone I meet.
Nov 6, 2014
Nov 6, 2014 at 2:26 PM UTC
What if the way I feel is wrong?
What if everything is too strong — or alternatively, too weak?
I feel too much of everything I think. I hope.
I never want to not feel.
Sometimes there are days when I don’t feel much. But even on those days I ache to feel something.
That’s the scary part. That I possess the potential to be blank. To not have thoughts or ideas, passions or desires.
That terrifies me.
Odd that my biggest fear is something I so often encounter in the minds of everyone I meet.
