we were told
this was preparation,
not surrender.
we were told
to turn off the lights,
as if darkness could pass for safety.
we learned the sound
of desks scraping floors
before we learned multiplication,
before we learned recess,
before we learned what this really means.
we were told
to stay quiet.
we practiced silence
like it was a skill
that might save us.
the intercom crackles—
today it’s just practice, they say.
but any day could be real.
we huddle in the corner,
backs to the wall,
knees pulled in,
sitting ducks.
no one teaches us
how to run,
how to break a window,
how to leave the building.
we are taught
how to wait together,
how to stay still.
we were told
this was rare,
even as it happened again
and again
and again.
we were told
school was a safe place—
and then taught
where to hide.
Mar 30
Mar 30, 2026 at 7:47 PM UTC
we were told
this was preparation,
not surrender.
we were told
to turn off the lights,
as if darkness could pass for safety.
we learned the sound
of desks scraping floors
before we learned multiplication,
before we learned recess,
before we learned what this really means.
we were told
to stay quiet.
we practiced silence
like it was a skill
that might save us.
the intercom crackles—
today it’s just practice, they say.
but any day could be real.
we huddle in the corner,
backs to the wall,
knees pulled in,
sitting ducks.
no one teaches us
how to run,
how to break a window,
how to leave the building.
we are taught
how to wait together,
how to stay still.
we were told
this was rare,
even as it happened again
and again
and again.
we were told
school was a safe place—
and then taught
where to hide.
