brian, sweetheart.
i'm sorry nothing ever seems to help.
i'm sorry i'm not a better friend.
i know i've promised to try harder,
but you need to stop trusting me.
you've stopped calling.
you've stopped texting.
and **** if i don't miss you.
i'll hold my tongue, however.
i won't let myself reply to your, "heya."
and i won't let myself answer your phone calls.
because i know there is nothing i can do for you.
because i know talking to me will make it worse.
so take your pills, and talk to sherry.
fix things with amy, and go back to school.
start sleeping again, hang out with nathan more.
get yourself a ******* job, okay?
you know i love you dearly.
and i do this for your own good.
don't stop calling, texting.
i won't ever answer, but.
i like to know you're still alive.
i like to know you're pushing through.
i like to know you're holding on, at least.
can you do that, for me? please?
Apr 7, 2011
Apr 7, 2011 at 6:02 PM UTC
brian, sweetheart.
i'm sorry nothing ever seems to help.
i'm sorry i'm not a better friend.
i know i've promised to try harder,
but you need to stop trusting me.
you've stopped calling.
you've stopped texting.
and **** if i don't miss you.
i'll hold my tongue, however.
i won't let myself reply to your, "heya."
and i won't let myself answer your phone calls.
because i know there is nothing i can do for you.
because i know talking to me will make it worse.
so take your pills, and talk to sherry.
fix things with amy, and go back to school.
start sleeping again, hang out with nathan more.
get yourself a ******* job, okay?
you know i love you dearly.
and i do this for your own good.
don't stop calling, texting.
i won't ever answer, but.
i like to know you're still alive.
i like to know you're pushing through.
i like to know you're holding on, at least.
can you do that, for me? please?
letter 25 out of 30.
overdue, to the extreme.
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