His thin shoulders,
Dutch nose
the hair at his temples is grayer than when we met
five years ago.
Something I can’t quite put my finger on.
My love for him
is a ships in the night love.
We circle, cutting separate pathways through
a vast ocean, on course for something
something
that keeps us signaling
onward, onward.
We look to the past privately but do not
speak of it.
The times our bodies touched.
I count them (I think he also does.)
One: the way I used to graze his arm with my hand
Two: an accident, swaying with music, too close
Three: drunk with the courage to kiss one another
Four: sweat, bed, the sun rose and I held his hand at the door
Five: years later, a hug that lingered,
the times we are allowed to touch one another,
hellos and goodbyes, in cars and trains.
We continue to pass one another.
And when we talk, we talk
and laugh and I feel a churning of waters,
a warm ocean swell that says: this is it!
Hold this.
The tide runs out,
Ships press forward on prescribed routes
through blind oceans.
Aug 24, 2018
Aug 24, 2018 at 2:18 PM UTC
His thin shoulders,
Dutch nose
the hair at his temples is grayer than when we met
five years ago.
Something I can’t quite put my finger on.
My love for him
is a ships in the night love.
We circle, cutting separate pathways through
a vast ocean, on course for something
something
that keeps us signaling
onward, onward.
We look to the past privately but do not
speak of it.
The times our bodies touched.
I count them (I think he also does.)
One: the way I used to graze his arm with my hand
Two: an accident, swaying with music, too close
Three: drunk with the courage to kiss one another
Four: sweat, bed, the sun rose and I held his hand at the door
Five: years later, a hug that lingered,
the times we are allowed to touch one another,
hellos and goodbyes, in cars and trains.
We continue to pass one another.
And when we talk, we talk
and laugh and I feel a churning of waters,
a warm ocean swell that says: this is it!
Hold this.
The tide runs out,
Ships press forward on prescribed routes
through blind oceans.
