I haven’t seen you or talked to you,
for years.
I froze when I saw you.
You were the first
that I truly loved
that I cared for the most
that I appreciated the most
& valued.
You were the first
that gave me a taste of
what loving someone,
what appreciating someone
& valuing someone felt like.
But in the end,
you were the one
that made me feel worthless,
invisible & never enough.
Maybe I’m giving you too much credit.
Maybe I was delusional this whole time.
Maybe you weren’t the first
But you were the one
who impacted me the most.
You taught me how to love & hate
at the same time.
Nov 19, 2019
Nov 19, 2019 at 9:48 AM UTC
I haven’t seen you or talked to you,
for years.
I froze when I saw you.
You were the first
that I truly loved
that I cared for the most
that I appreciated the most
& valued.
You were the first
that gave me a taste of
what loving someone,
what appreciating someone
& valuing someone felt like.
But in the end,
you were the one
that made me feel worthless,
invisible & never enough.
Maybe I’m giving you too much credit.
Maybe I was delusional this whole time.
Maybe you weren’t the first
But you were the one
who impacted me the most.
You taught me how to love & hate
at the same time.
sad how much I give out will always goes to waste.