she didn’t care
so much back then…
but she highkey did
cos she remembers when
she had dreams of a man just like him.
if only she knew what she could have
if she was a lil less…well, bad.
“if she was a lil more this and a little less that…”
if
what if
if only I could go back!
- R E D A C T E D -
(if only she had a _o__ ___. if only she didn’t have _______ ________ ____ _. if only she never ____ th___ m___a___. if only she had a __r___ s_____. if only she was taught that h__ _____ and ____ are _________, and that _ ___e__e to __ l____ and v_____.)
- R E D A C T E D -
strange… to never know
what’s inside another’s mind
to be nearby and close
yet never truly show
what lies inside all the holes.
how can we expect another to fix
things that we cannot even lift?
it soothes me to think of this
an inner locus(t) of control is bliss.
Nov 3, 2025
Nov 3, 2025 at 2:59 AM UTC
she didn’t care
so much back then…
but she highkey did
cos she remembers when
she had dreams of a man just like him.
if only she knew what she could have
if she was a lil less…well, bad.
“if she was a lil more this and a little less that…”
if
what if
if only I could go back!
- R E D A C T E D -
(if only she had a _o__ ___. if only she didn’t have _______ ________ ____ _. if only she never ____ th___ m___a___. if only she had a __r___ s_____. if only she was taught that h__ _____ and ____ are _________, and that _ ___e__e to __ l____ and v_____.)
- R E D A C T E D -
strange… to never know
what’s inside another’s mind
to be nearby and close
yet never truly show
what lies inside all the holes.
how can we expect another to fix
things that we cannot even lift?
it soothes me to think of this
an inner locus(t) of control is bliss.
11/3/25
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