The ambivalence follows me
As I vacillate between yes and no
You asked me a question
I just didn’t know
The answer evades me
Because the ambivalence follows me
As I vacillate between laughing and crying
I just don’t know what you meant
What the hell were you asking?
Understanding evades me
You see, the ambivalence follows me
As vacillate between living and dying
I just can’t decide
Is it you I would rather be hurting?
The point of fighting evades me…
Jul 28, 2025
Jul 28, 2025 at 4:32 PM UTC
The ambivalence follows me
As I vacillate between yes and no
You asked me a question
I just didn’t know
The answer evades me
Because the ambivalence follows me
As I vacillate between laughing and crying
I just don’t know what you meant
What the hell were you asking?
Understanding evades me
You see, the ambivalence follows me
As vacillate between living and dying
I just can’t decide
Is it you I would rather be hurting?
The point of fighting evades me…
Trying out something different with repeating words and a rhyme in each verse.
