My heart stopped as I gasped for air
At first silence...
Followed by an uncontrolled cry
It must have been torcher for thoughs who heard the cry
They know to...
That there's nothing anyone can do
Rip out my heart, please
I can't take the pain inside of me
What should I do when there's nothing I can do
I'll hold it in, so I can think
I know there has to be something.....
There's has to be
I prayed like I do every day, but today when I prayed...
I prayed questioning God...
I prayed asking why, instead of being greatful
I prayed for strength for many but most for her
This poem speaks of my pain
And without words my deepest fear
But this poems not mine
Because I could never love,
or cry out for me
like I did for her
As I write I hold myself from from weeping
I write with a lump in my throat and a pain stricken heart
A mask of strength on my face and so many words inside
Help me...
help her please...
And as I write I still can't believe...
And as I write I'm strong
I hold back most of my tears...
and put an end to this poem...
Aug 4, 2015
Aug 4, 2015 at 12:37 PM UTC
My heart stopped as I gasped for air
At first silence...
Followed by an uncontrolled cry
It must have been torcher for thoughs who heard the cry
They know to...
That there's nothing anyone can do
Rip out my heart, please
I can't take the pain inside of me
What should I do when there's nothing I can do
I'll hold it in, so I can think
I know there has to be something.....
There's has to be
I prayed like I do every day, but today when I prayed...
I prayed questioning God...
I prayed asking why, instead of being greatful
I prayed for strength for many but most for her
This poem speaks of my pain
And without words my deepest fear
But this poems not mine
Because I could never love,
or cry out for me
like I did for her
As I write I hold myself from from weeping
I write with a lump in my throat and a pain stricken heart
A mask of strength on my face and so many words inside
Help me...
help her please...
And as I write I still can't believe...
And as I write I'm strong
I hold back most of my tears...
and put an end to this poem...
