at night
i dream of your abscence
in the dark of the night
i am forced to participate in a sequence
of mad scenes
of a life in wich we are seperate
and no longer one clashing unity
on the insane stage of my mind
i see faces in the laughing audience
familiars from my past life
my mortal life
the life that i used to live
the life without you in it
i scream at them
i plead them to help me
to help me find you
to help me remember something
but they spit and grin
and i am forced to wander this brave new world
alone
but with you engraved upon my heart
somehow i find you
or something that reminds me of you
a figure that represents you
but it is distorted and ugly
it is a shadow
i present to this darkling
my undying love for you
but it is not you
so it cannot fathom the depths of my passion
my passion for you
my passion for us
so i turn away
and venture broken, and alone
into the wastelands
the imperators of my mind
the ones who rule my personal darkness
who sits on the amorphous throne
of my tormenting imagination
creates a dread barrier
seperating me from you entirely
for you are the stars
my stars...
the heavens have been chained
with a dark and terrible force
i am trapped here on this mortal soil
trapped on earth
while you await in the sky
but my love is strong
it is undefeated
i strike up at the skies
tearing a rift in the very fabric of space
i soar up towards you
like a lightning bolt from hell
while the earth crumbles and dies beneath us
i am coming
---------------------------
and i awake
you are right next to me
you always were
i was searching in vain
despairing in vain
my exausted breaths
gently touching you precious nape
i love you to death
so i kiss you
i kiss your frail body
i trace my tongue everywhere
i all the divine places upon you
you tremble beneath my masterly touch
like an exquisite instrument
designed specificaly for my hands
you tremble
i swallow you whole
and your waves drown in my ocean
i devour all of you
nothing tastes sweeter to me
then all is silent
you are pleased and happy
i am infringed still
a demon inside
waiting for you to reach out to me
as i reach out to you
i will wait forever
i will come to you
if you wish it
but i need to know you truly wish it
and when i know...
Apr 23, 2014
Apr 23, 2014 at 12:10 AM UTC
at night
i dream of your abscence
in the dark of the night
i am forced to participate in a sequence
of mad scenes
of a life in wich we are seperate
and no longer one clashing unity
on the insane stage of my mind
i see faces in the laughing audience
familiars from my past life
my mortal life
the life that i used to live
the life without you in it
i scream at them
i plead them to help me
to help me find you
to help me remember something
but they spit and grin
and i am forced to wander this brave new world
alone
but with you engraved upon my heart
somehow i find you
or something that reminds me of you
a figure that represents you
but it is distorted and ugly
it is a shadow
i present to this darkling
my undying love for you
but it is not you
so it cannot fathom the depths of my passion
my passion for you
my passion for us
so i turn away
and venture broken, and alone
into the wastelands
the imperators of my mind
the ones who rule my personal darkness
who sits on the amorphous throne
of my tormenting imagination
creates a dread barrier
seperating me from you entirely
for you are the stars
my stars...
the heavens have been chained
with a dark and terrible force
i am trapped here on this mortal soil
trapped on earth
while you await in the sky
but my love is strong
it is undefeated
i strike up at the skies
tearing a rift in the very fabric of space
i soar up towards you
like a lightning bolt from hell
while the earth crumbles and dies beneath us
i am coming
---------------------------
and i awake
you are right next to me
you always were
i was searching in vain
despairing in vain
my exausted breaths
gently touching you precious nape
i love you to death
so i kiss you
i kiss your frail body
i trace my tongue everywhere
i all the divine places upon you
you tremble beneath my masterly touch
like an exquisite instrument
designed specificaly for my hands
you tremble
i swallow you whole
and your waves drown in my ocean
i devour all of you
nothing tastes sweeter to me
then all is silent
you are pleased and happy
i am infringed still
a demon inside
waiting for you to reach out to me
as i reach out to you
i will wait forever
i will come to you
if you wish it
but i need to know you truly wish it
and when i know...
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