You called me slow,
Said I miss the obvious.
Truth is,
I was just the audience,
pretending I didn’t already know
The next scene in this show.
Funny how that almost worked out.
Goodmornings and goodnights,
Hellos and goodbyes.
Every.
****
Chance.
Tall *******
Every **** chance you got,
You made me guess who you admired,
Asked questions about myself,
Masked as curiosity,
Suited in nuance
It was all in plain sight,
You just waited for a time,
The perfect moment,
For the perfect rhyme.
And I may have given it
At just not the right chime.
Because here’s the discrepancy;
I’m not ready for labeling.
I’ve learned to say no
Before knowing why.
Years and years even before.
I noticed the way your eyes linger,
Started thinking I was this ‘her’
You always mention.
How it caught my attention.
But I am not her.
I cannot bend to the shape
Of someone else’s expectation.
I am still learning
How to own my edges,
How to carry my own light
Without apology.
I’m sorry.
For I might never be ready.
I respect you,
But I owe myself first
The space to be complete
Without fitting into your rhyme.
Apr 22
Apr 22, 2026 at 9:58 AM UTC
You called me slow,
Said I miss the obvious.
Truth is,
I was just the audience,
pretending I didn’t already know
The next scene in this show.
Funny how that almost worked out.
Goodmornings and goodnights,
Hellos and goodbyes.
Every.
****
Chance.
Tall *******
Every **** chance you got,
You made me guess who you admired,
Asked questions about myself,
Masked as curiosity,
Suited in nuance
It was all in plain sight,
You just waited for a time,
The perfect moment,
For the perfect rhyme.
And I may have given it
At just not the right chime.
Because here’s the discrepancy;
I’m not ready for labeling.
I’ve learned to say no
Before knowing why.
Years and years even before.
I noticed the way your eyes linger,
Started thinking I was this ‘her’
You always mention.
How it caught my attention.
But I am not her.
I cannot bend to the shape
Of someone else’s expectation.
I am still learning
How to own my edges,
How to carry my own light
Without apology.
I’m sorry.
For I might never be ready.
I respect you,
But I owe myself first
The space to be complete
Without fitting into your rhyme.
I cannot fathom what bro saw in me.
[December 9, 2025]
