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A lifetime of ineffective tactics;
A solemn occlusion
Such an obscene intrusion--
*(To break through the confusion
brought on by The Illusion)*
Within seclusion,
is felt the Conclusion--
the only one for me.
Heaven will be my Hell
(I know that too well..)
From a whole lifetime
Summed up
within the word, "Fail".
. . . . . .
Here on Earth
I feel the presence of Heaven
And within me
I know..
I know..
I know..
I know.
What gain is A Forever in Heaven?
I already feel it in me--
But it is not me.
Yet, within me.. it is me;
and it will never.. ever leave.
Sweet Love of mine..
whom I can't seem
to break through, to
In order to truly be there
for you.
Help me to earn
the right
To descend in to Hell
*(where there is no longer
the strength of Illusion)*
Here, I am not that strong;
I cannot break through it
There.. in Gehenna
will be the removal of illusion..
Leaving only The View,
(.. no hinderance.)
. . . . . . . .
Hell is the View..
perfectly seen, from
the most unbearable
distance.
May what is in me
never leave me
And the Hell, of Hell
be, to me
like a Forever Rising Sun..
The most incredible, Heaven.
(the removal of illusion)
I pray you're not there..
(almost as much..)
Selah.
*My Heaven;
is to be with anyone
or everyone
(apart from the illusion)*
In order to truly be there
for them.
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Jun 21, 2023
Jun 21, 2023 at 10:53 PM UTC
#
A lifetime of ineffective tactics;
A solemn occlusion
Such an obscene intrusion--
*(To break through the confusion
brought on by The Illusion)*
Within seclusion,
is felt the Conclusion--
the only one for me.
Heaven will be my Hell
(I know that too well..)
From a whole lifetime
Summed up
within the word, "Fail".
. . . . . .
Here on Earth
I feel the presence of Heaven
And within me
I know..
I know..
I know..
I know.
What gain is A Forever in Heaven?
I already feel it in me--
But it is not me.
Yet, within me.. it is me;
and it will never.. ever leave.
Sweet Love of mine..
whom I can't seem
to break through, to
In order to truly be there
for you.
Help me to earn
the right
To descend in to Hell
*(where there is no longer
the strength of Illusion)*
Here, I am not that strong;
I cannot break through it
There.. in Gehenna
will be the removal of illusion..
Leaving only The View,
(.. no hinderance.)
. . . . . . . .
Hell is the View..
perfectly seen, from
the most unbearable
distance.
May what is in me
never leave me
And the Hell, of Hell
be, to me
like a Forever Rising Sun..
The most incredible, Heaven.
(the removal of illusion)
I pray you're not there..
(almost as much..)
Selah.
*My Heaven;
is to be with anyone
or everyone
(apart from the illusion)*
In order to truly be there
for them.
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Excuse me for a while
While I'm wide-eyed
and I'm so **** caught
in the middle
I excused you for a while
While I'm wide-eyed
and I'm so **** caught
in the middle
And a lion.. a lion roars,
would you not listen?
If a child, a child cries
would you not of give them?
Yeah I might seem so strong
Yeah I might speak so long
I've never been so wrong
Yeah I might seem so strong
Yeah, I might speak so long
I've never been so wrong
https://youtu.be/PJhnAf0Z0MY
I was trained to be a failure,
not a cook. xo
(in the end, everyone
comes back Home, anyways..)
..Gehenna?
its just a temporary holding place
come with me <3
.