You lead me on and gave me a dream,
Full of fantasy’s the pleasure has been redeemed,
I looked into your soul it was beautiful and bright,
You truly loved me cuz you never gave up not a day or night,
I let you in now deeper than ever before,
Something broke free and inside I could now explore,
I want to kiss you and get high off your love,
My pleasures are now sparked high and above,
Push in and pull me close,
Give me your love so I can overdose,
Touch my body everywhere,
Glide those fingers even down to there,
Kiss down my neck to my ******* as you please,
Now I’ll let my tongue and lips explore you and I know where to tease,
You’re my fire and I’m your flame,
At this moment not a soul was tame,
Breathe on my neck and pull me to your chest,
And up inside something pressed,
The movement was right,
And the pleasure took flight,
You and me were up all night..

My future isn’t bright,
Not full of laughter and not full of light,
Mama hurts me and tares me down,
She says she’s not cuz she’s blinded by her golden crown,
Liquor, whiskey and ***** too,
I’ll drink till I’m drunk and forget about all of you,
Loyal friends oh forget about that,
They lie they cheat and on my white dress they all spat,
Hold me tight if you’re there,
I’m a goner tonight and no one will care,
Lie to me tell me I’m enough,
Treat them like kings and queens but with me your rough,
I’m the oldest yes I know,
But why should that mean that I get thrown down below,
I can’t trust anyone and they wonder why,
Well since you won’t believe me ask GOD when I die..

I believed in love I believed in you,
Till you pushed my limits now I’m almost through,
But then I think maybe I deserve this pain,
I’m not worth it so I should stay in this lane,
It continues the pain the hurt,
When you cheated it was more then a flirt,
But I’m supposed to forgive you and just feel better,
And here I am writing this depressing letter,
Nothing grand to sweep me off my feet,
No pretty red rose pedals on the sheet,
Nothing to make up for the pain you placed in me,
Nothing for my sad eyes to see,
So I lean against the door of escape that could set me free,
But that’s the closest I’ll get to ever flee...

He was told to slay the dragon,
To keep the princess safe in her silver wagon,
But he was very poor,
So he told the princess through the wagons door,
He said I can not afford,
The golden sword,
She said it’s ok as long as you **** the dragon there’s no debt you have to pay,
So he grabbed the sword and the dragon he did slay,
He told the princess he loved her but said he was to poor to be with her,
But she said money won’t buy you love you already have mine and for his sadness he now had a cure..

You built your boat,
When you push it out it may sink or float,
It floated for a good twelve years,
But this was one of your mothers fears,
Cuz thirteen came and you over drunk,
So the boat you built overflowed and sunk,  Twenty years passed and
you built a new boat,
You promised this time till
the day you die it will forever float..

He stole her sunshine and rainbows too,
He took her heart and made it blue,
He painted her sky black and gray,
He stole her soul then gave it away,
Dreams go far if you let them free,
But give those dreams to the wrong person and you’ll end up lost at sea..

Another one bites the dust,
While someone is still debating whether it was love or lust,
She tasted the dust but couldn’t bite,
She pulled back and gave the dust a fight,
I’ll stay here,
Says her fear,
Freedom is what she’s fought for,
Now Shes rest her burdens at the shore..

Her soul fell below your feet,
As her heart poured out to you like a river  at a quiet beat,
Each drop of blood splatted unto your hands and face,
the blood stopped dripping and now there is no more of her race,
The blood is dry on your hands,
You murdered her with your lies down into the Netherlands..

I feel like every time I swallow I’m swallowing my own stress each gulp I can taste..

She’s an angel but her wings were clipped,
The moment her heart beated from her chest it was stripped,
They say her smile was worth gold,
But over time her smiles grew cold,
Her loyalty was treasure,
Till they used that for there own pleasure,
Her voice could put even demonds asleep,
But now even if you begged she wouldn’t make a peep,  
Now that everything was taken from her
Let her heal,
Soon she will be that angel again and you’ll see that smile and it’ll be real..

His princess his reality,
His greatest fear was his enemy..

Dark places,
empty faces,
Dreaming of a neverland,
Finding a common ground
where we can stand,
Cold skin cold as ice,
Before you do that you might
wanna think twice,
Singing dancing and
screaming and crying,
While the cold blooded
liars keep on lying,
Some still begging to stay alive,
While the rich are rich
and spoiledly strive,
Happy are her tears tonight,
But the other will have
her fears To fight..

The sand shifts beneath your feet,
Your heart relaxes to a quiet beat,
The waters seem to breathe day and night,
Close your eyes take it in do not fight,
The wind satisfies your soul,
Just relax now you've played your role,
Touch the sand now scoop it up,
Hold it in your hands and form a cup,
Now let it seep through towards the sandy ground,
Your soul was lost but now its found,
The weather you desire will come your way,
Just stand closer to the bay,
Soon life will be eternal for you and me,
Look beyond the ocean and tell me what you see.
                          -open heart poetry

Sometimes we try to change who we are,
But in the end we don’t get very far,
It seems like I can’t escape from who I am,
I tried to stop the flow so I put up a dam,
Now it’s falling apart,
Like little pieces of my heart,
The deep thinking is back once again,
The girl came out of her den,
Cuz the writers gotta write,
Like a fighters gotta fight.

Hurt me once I hurt you twice,
If you play me like a game you’ll pay the price, I’m your queen and your my king,
Always hurting each other and singing songs we’d never sing, but yet we’re still so in love it’s bitter but yet sweet, cuz we both still keep each other up on our feet,
We move on and still keep together and bury the past like burying a morning dove, what I call it is toxic love..

Some say this isn’t right,
Some say I should give up my fight,
Some say I am weak but I am not,
Because believe it or not I’ve
survived a lot,
But I clawed myself out of the pit I fell in,
You can call my life a lie or a sin,
But I am me and I am strong within

Cold floors and bare feet,
Spots of sweat on the sheet,
Shaky legs and sweaty skin,
The lamp on the dresser made of tin,
Heated feelings in certain places,
A picture with two beautiful faces,
Clothes thrown off now thrown on,
It was soon becoming the break of dawn,
The children wake,
The sun beaming on the lake,
Love for them and love for you,
That’s the greatest thing a mother and wife  could do..

Birds, bees and trees,
Locked doors without keys,
Ocean clear as glass,
Pennies made of brass,
Rolex watches shiny and clean,
He had finally found his queen,
Lust, love, smiles and fear,
Sipping at musky beer,
He quietly whispered darling I wish you were here...

If your heart is broken and dead I'll give you mine,
If your soul is lost I'll replace it to make you fine,
If your eyes can't see I'll guide you day and night,
If your lungs can't breathe I'll be your air and light,
If you can't move I'll keep you company,
If your'e to weak to kiss me I'll give you so many,
If your hands are empty I'll hold them,
Youv'e helped me to come back to who I am,
I'm giving you all me,
Cuz you set my love free.
                                              -open heart poetry