Olivia

Olivia Nov 2014

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I wonder
if my body is mine,
I mean,
if it breaks
will it **** me
or will it **** you?

Olivia Nov 2014

i'm tired of missing you

I'm tired
of missing you
when you're
right next to
me.

Olivia Nov 2014

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Do you even
miss me
at all?
You're in the
spaces between
my bed
and the wall,
but
do you even
miss me
at all?

Olivia Nov 2014

I ****** strangers to try and forget you

I ****** strangers
in their cars
and
thought of you,
I breathed your
name down
another man's throat
and didn't bother
to hide it,
I ****** strangers
in their cars
in an attempt to
forget your
body.

Olivia Nov 2014

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I've spent too many
nights with men who
just want to **** me
and then throw me
out like yesterday's
trash,
that it still comes
as a surprise
when you're next to
me in the morning.

Olivia Nov 2014

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Your hands
trace
the pattern of
my skin,
just like my
mouth traces
your collarbones
and
I say things
you'll never hear
when you
aren't listening.

(I think we're drifting.)

Olivia Nov 2014

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You are small
notes on
worn paper,
"don't eat that,
you'll hate yourself
later."