The best day of my life was a long time ago...
It's more like a dream now.
I daydream about that day over and over again in my mind,It never goes away.
I miss that sweet day it was he and I together...It was one perfect day.
The best day of my life was not a dream.But a dream come true.
I miss that day,Still I know any other day wouldn't be the same.

Nothing in my life is alright,
I still cry at night,
I'm scared with such fright,
This doesn't feel right...Lying here without you tonight

It's not that we weren't meant to be it's that you didn't realize we were.

Love is a risk all on it's own,trusting another person with everything you are,Hoping they are who they appear to be...

I use to want to be a butterfly so I could fly away but where would I fly to...I would be alone but I am alone now so what is the difference...Being a butterfly give me the ability to explore this cruel world perhaps I'll see some good in people...Maybe being a butterfly would make me realize that I just want to be me...

In the night I am cold and alone,Lying awake in my bed wishing your warm body was next to mine to keep me company...

I tried,I tried fight it my whole life,
And in the end I failed,
And all I had left was the tears I cried and my heart that died

You were my new disaster and in the end it led to my broken laughter.I tried to fix the pain But I had already gone insane

We blended together so perfectly.I thought we were invincible,I felt so strong with you.My heart finally started to heal.Each day with you made it easier to forget the past.But now I can only regret it's over.I didn't even put up a fight though I wish I did.That is my regret.That is my only regret I simply cannot forget.

I miss us,the way we once were,together,happy for a while,then the world around us decided our time was up.I didn't want it to end,I cherished each moment with you,still you and I are no long and "us" or a "we" Now it's just you and me.

The rain makes me feel sane and today the rain has to fade and now I'm insane and I'm stuck feeling pain because you've sprained my heart it'll never be the same I'll try to restrain,my hatred for you is contained will this feeling ever be sustained?...

I envy the beauty in others but I know inside,where there soul lies,Is not beauty but a monster staring straight at me

We swam out into the Ocean together,He pulled me along because I feared drowning...He pulled me as far as he could go but then he let go and I began drowning in a ocean full of my own tears...

The wind blows and I hear it whisper lightly in my ear...I can't make out the words...But as it blows I imagine a field and I seem to be in the center the wind blowing sweet memories into my mind,It's so siren yet I feel the danger for the bad memories approach...And still I listen as the good memories turn bad...

No one ever understood me...Or you...we seemed to stand out like a wild fire...We had to rely on each other...Our friendship was everything I held dear...And when I fell in love with you I thought it'd all come to an end...But it didn't...Because you were different...That's what I loved most...You've been gone so long now...and still as I lie awake at night thoughts of you continue to consume my mind...Our memories...All our good times and the bad ones....And suddenly I find myself craving your presence...But it's been so long now I fear you'll never return to me...So all I can do Is dream...Dream of you and I together like we once were....