It's like I missed the alarm,
So I'm trapped here dreamin',
Whole time screamin',
Trying hard to stop believin',
Clenched a fist in my hand,
So hard that I thought I'd grow wings,
Lot of pressure in my veins,
But I can't feel a thing.
Took my body on the edge,
Took myself up in a pledge,
When the time that I'd go down,
I'd bring all that brought me down.
You were known as a man of few words,
Yet you spoke of a thousand advice,
You held in all the pain,
So no one can hear your cries.
It's never my intention to argue with you,
I grew up knowing more of the ill toungue,
Been taught to detest;debate and prove myself right,
Since I was very young.
I wasn't there most of the time,
But don't mistook me for seeking freedom,
Such are not within my wish,
All that was so you can be there with them.
My dream is now broken.
Its all for the love,
That I might never have shown.
In my prayers and our memories,
Is where you stay,
Is something I could never say.
I'm all torn,
With no more reason to go on,
I've just lost,
All the will to survive,
Since you've walk away,
Out of my life,
This is too much.
That you'd never be gone,
All the trust that I have,
I couldn't see a day,
In my life,
Without your touch.
Just wait where you stand,
Don't you wanna see what I've planned?
She is one of those dreams,
Where you're half awake,
And you're not sure if you're dreaming;
Or if it's real.
Even if it's just a dream,
I wouldn't even try to wake up,
Because this version of reality is much better;
Than what we've actually been.
Scary as I might get fully awake,
I would prefer falling even further.
I couldn't help myself;
But to chase this paralytic state.
Her voice began as whispers to the people's soul,
And quickly grew to a crescendo of battle cry for the fighting spirits.
She raised her hands and say "We are not the ones who are weak today",
With thunder-like roar stood the soldiers of today.
Spears came down like rain to the battlefield,
With only shields on their arms as their salvation.
War horses came charging in the front line,
Breaking down all means of defense from the front.
Those spears are not spears,
But words that society has poured upon them,
Those horses are horses,
But judgmental peers pressured their very existence.
While she is just one person,
Just a little voice in the midst of the dying world,
"Live life as if it was your last" She chanted,
Was enough as an inspiration to keep on going,