My skies are turning gray
There's nothing left to say
I said I'd wait for you
My heart was pure and true

But my head said
He's not the one
And he never was
He's just for fun
So what's the cause
Of so much pain and misery
It's all too plan to see
We were not meant to be

The time has come to say goodbye
The time has come to take your life
The time has come to dry your tears
Come, my love, and face your fears

You made me choose
Between my best friend and you
I know I didn't have to
But if I did, you'd lose

Mom says it's love
Dad says it's lust
I'm just afraid
That I'm losing your trust

I missed you everyday
But now I miss you more
Now all I'm doing
Is closing the door

The door to my heart
The door to my soul
The door that's left open
To fill up the hole

The hole that he left
When he walked away
It's been two years
'Though it feels like a day

A year after that
We had the time of our lives
Riding metal monsters
Doing jumps then high dives

That was the time when
I thought I had won
When I finally thought
You were "the one"

There's no turning back now
Right here's the end
Now is the time
You're just a friend

I need some.
My mind’s playing tricks on me.
I’m hearing whispers.

   And seeing

      Wispy shadows.

         From unfinished destinies,

      And lives worth living.

The demons are here, so near they stay.
Near they stay to take me away.
They take me away to somewhere new.
Somewhere new where I’ll meet you.

You’ll fill my heart with razor blades,
You’ll fill my tummy with endless aches.
You’ll treat me right, then turn around,
Show to me your evil frown.

You’ll say you’re sorry, then take it back.
After all, your heart is black.
I wish you would stop talking smack,
But we all know that wish is whack.

If I had an illness, would you help me cope?
If I was down, would you give me hope?
If I needed a laugh, would you make me smile?
If I was away, would you walk the mile?

Tell me, babe, am I worth your time?
The time it took to make this rhyme?
I hope you know I want what’s best,
For me, for you, for all the rest.

So close your eyes now, go to sleep,
Drift into your dreams so deep.
Think it over, and think it through,
What all is left, with me and you?