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Apr 30 · 41
sun kisses
sun is hitting my skin
not only my skin
but all of us
especially on mornings
sudden kick in a face
thats why most people
hate mornings
who thought that sun is the bully
Apr 30 · 297
happy poetry
when you're not heart broken
what's there to write about
probably i have to look for happy things
but finding feelings is little harder
than pouring unwanted love on the page
Jan 18 · 53
dare you
ohhhhhh boy
   i wont get attached again
now i know
now i will
brake my own heart
   befor you do
now
   i don't live in memorys
  i only collect them
so i dare you
Jan 6 · 44
Catching up
drinking is a game
in which i always loose
but this time i got you,
so much time had past
from our last conversation,
but being in your arms was
like the dream come true
for a moment...

In next day when you texted me
i felt something different
it felt so wrong
longing for you felt unnecessary
because now i realized

im feeling so much better without you.
yellow-thoughts Nov 2019
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bᵤₜ ₘₒₛₜₗy ₛₕₑ'ₛ qᵤᵢₑₜ
ₛₕₑ'ₛ ⱼᵤₛₜ ₜₕₑᵣₑ wᵢₜₕ ₘₑ
ᵢₜ dₒₑₛₙ'ₜ ₛₒᵤₙd ₛₒ bₐd
bᵤₜ wₕₑₙ ₛₕₑ ₗₑₐᵥₑₛ
ᵢ fₑₑₗ ᵣₑₗᵢₑf, ₗᵢₖₑ ᵢ cₐₙ bᵣₑₐₜₕₑ ₐgₐᵢₙ
ₐfₜₑᵣ ₐ ₗₒₙg ₜᵢₘₑ ᵢ gₐᵥₑ ᵤₚ
ₐₛₖᵢₙg ₕₑᵣ ₜₒ ₗₑₐᵥₑ
cₐᵤₛₑ...


ₛₐdₙₑₛₛ   cₒₘₑₛ   ₐₙd    gₒₑₛ   ₐₛ   ₛₕₑ    ₚₗₑₐₛₑₛ
Nov 2019 · 75
fears
yellow-thoughts Nov 2019
distant scream so far away
but ohh how close to you're heart
how about checking the source?
moments of silence and a thought
suggesting sudden road change
where and why...

why...
you're scared of unknown?
ohh but i know so well why

it
    frightens
                 you

the PossibilITY
Nov 2019 · 603
still you
yellow-thoughts Nov 2019
why░did░you░turn░around

when░i░was░right░ahead

ohhhh
closeness░­is░said░to░kill
whoever░is░not░in░love
ohhhh
it's░so░unfair░
the░­only░thing░i░asked
was░being░next░to░you
found some drafts :////
Sep 2019 · 109
band aid
yellow-thoughts Sep 2019
You're like a band-aid
so attached to my skin
and you always thought
I was the weak one
but when the time came
I just riped you of like a band-aid
fast and in one breath

You never asked me
why I have so many bruises
their there cause I rip bandaids off often
You are the week one
All of you are so easy to pull off
or Im just used to that
Jul 2019 · 162
ʙʏ ᴍʏ ꜱʜᴏʀᴇ
yellow-thoughts Jul 2019
ɪ'ᴍ
ꜱᴛᴀʀᴛɪɴɢ
     ᴛᴏ ᴍɪꜱꜱ ʏᴏᴜ
                  ᴀɢᴀɪɴ

ɪᴛ ᴄᴀᴍᴇꜱ ɪɴ ᴡᴀᴠᴇꜱ
ᴀʟʟ ᴇᴄʜᴏɪɴɢ ꜰʀᴏᴍ ᴍʏ ʜᴇᴀʀᴛ
ᴏᴄᴇᴀɴꜱ ᴅᴇᴇᴘᴇꜱᴛ ᴘᴀʀᴛ
ɴᴏ ᴏɴᴇ ʜᴀꜱ ʙᴇᴇɴ ᴛʜᴇʀᴇ
ꜱᴇɴᴅɪɴɢ ᴇᴄʜᴏɪɴɢ ᴡᴀᴠᴇꜱ
ʟɪᴋᴇ ᴄʀᴀᴍᴘꜱ ɪɴ ʟᴇɢꜱ
ᴡʜᴀᴛ ᴡᴀᴋᴇꜱ ʏᴏᴜ ᴜᴘ ꜰʀᴏᴍ ᴅᴇᴇᴘᴇꜱᴛ ꜱʟᴇᴇᴘ

ꜱᴛᴀɴᴅɪɴɢ ʙʏ ᴛʜᴇ ꜱʜᴏʀᴇ
ʙᴜᴛ ᴡɪꜱʜɪɴɢ ᴛᴏ ᴅɪᴠᴇ ɪɴᴛᴏ ᴛʜᴇ ꜱᴇᴀ
ᴍɪꜱꜱɪɴɢ ᴛʜᴇ ᴄᴀʟʟɪɴɢ
ᴡʜɪᴄʜ ʜᴀꜱ ʙᴇᴇɴ ʜᴇᴀʀᴅ ꜰʀᴏᴍ ʜɪꜱᴛᴏʀɪᴄᴀʟ ᴀɴᴄᴇꜱᴛᴏʀꜱ
ɴᴇᴠᴇʀ ᴜɴᴅᴇʀꜱᴛᴏᴏᴅ ᴛʜᴇ Qᴜᴇꜱᴛɪᴏɴꜱ
ʙᴜᴛ ᴀʟᴡᴀʏꜱ ᴋɴᴇᴡ ᴛʜᴇ ᴀɴꜱᴡᴇʀꜱ

ᴜɴᴇxᴘʟᴀɪɴᴀʙʟᴇ ꜱᴀʏɪɴɢ ʟɪᴋᴇ -ᴛɪᴍᴇ ʜᴇᴀʟꜱ
ʙᴜᴛ ᴛʜᴇɴ ᴡʜᴀᴛ ɪꜱ ɴᴇᴇᴅᴇᴅ ᴛᴏ ʜᴜʀʀʏ ᴜᴘ ᴛʜᴇ ᴘʀᴏᴄᴇꜱꜱ
ᴏʀ ᴏᴛʜᴇʀᴡɪꜱᴇ, ɪᴍ ᴘɪᴄᴋɪɴɢ ᴛʜᴇ ꜱᴄᴀʙꜱ
ɢɪʀʟꜱ ᴀʀᴇɴᴛ ᴘʀᴇᴛᴛʏ ᴡɪᴛʜ ꜱᴄᴀʀꜱ
ꜱᴏ ᴅᴏɴ'ᴛ ꜱᴛᴀɴᴅ ʙʏ ᴍʏ ꜱʜᴏʀᴇ
ᴡʜɪᴄʜ ɪꜱ ᴍʏ Qᴜᴇꜱᴛɪᴏɴ ᴛᴏ ᴍʏ ᴘᴜʀᴘᴏꜱᴇ

ᴊᴜꜱᴛ ʟᴇᴀᴠᴇ ɪ ᴅᴏɴ'ᴛ ɴᴇᴇᴅ ʏᴏᴜ ᴛᴏ ᴀɴꜱᴡᴇʀ
Jul 2019 · 512
ɪᴍᴘᴏꜱꜱɪʙʟᴇ
yellow-thoughts Jul 2019
ʏᴏᴜ ᴅᴏ ᴀʟʟ ɪᴍᴘᴏꜱꜱɪʙʟᴇ
'ᴄᴀᴜꜱᴇ ᴍʏ ʙᴏɴᴇꜱ ᴀʀᴇ ʙʟᴜꜱʜɪɴɢ
ʙʟᴏᴏᴅ ᴄᴇʟʟꜱ ᴅᴀɴᴄɪɴɢ
ᴇʏᴇꜱ ꜱɪɴɢɪɴɢ

ʏᴏᴜ ᴡᴀɴɴᴀ ᴛᴇʟʟ ᴍᴇ ''ɪ ʟᴏᴠᴇ ʏᴏᴜ''
ᴅᴏɴ'ᴛ ꜱᴀʏ ᴛʜᴇ ɪᴍᴘᴏꜱꜱɪʙʟᴇ ʙᴏʏ
May 2019 · 135
***
yellow-thoughts May 2019
***
not everything has to make sense
not everything needs a reason
we need the space in between
where we can just think  
the moment when common sense isn't so common
the middle part of right and wrong

so when u see someone doing something u dont understand
dont ask why - just try it for yourself
May 2019 · 131
nothing in the middle
yellow-thoughts May 2019
all or nothing at all
there should never be a middle way
then life would be so much easier
easy - yes or no
May 2019 · 221
mind and heart
yellow-thoughts May 2019
so much time has passed
it's my savior and healer
no more you in my heart
no more broken hearted

that's what my mind wants to say
but you don't hear my heart screaming

eternity can pass but i will always dream of you
waiting for the next life to try again
although i can't do anything about you and me
i would do anything for you
Apr 2019 · 95
real poem
yellow-thoughts Apr 2019
Do you know when it's a real poem?

it is not when it gets popular
or gets many likes

it's when you reread your poem
and you don't immediately realize
it's your words, your poem

but at the end of the poem
those emotions hit you hard again
and so hard, that u realize
yeahh this my shiiit

that means that you wrote it
only guided by your emotions
every poem needs an emotion
without it
it's just a pile of words
it just happened to me, so i realized that ... :)
do you agree or disagree and why?
Mar 2019 · 141
moving on
yellow-thoughts Mar 2019
unfortunately
i don't move on
i put things behind me
after i have ...
welll..
repeated everything in my mind
for a million times

we all have different minds
different motives and reasons
finally
i met you once more
just to see
the same ending for us

the universe is not allowed
i repeat - NOT ALLOWED
to put us together in the next lifetime
or ever again,
even not in another dimension  
i know..
im already regretting this decision
cause i would rather be in your arms
even so, that has never ended well
but
our story has already ended
im just rereading this story
that fairy tail which never really ended
nor will continue ever again

im lost in my space...
but this time not for you.
its MY way of moving on
yellow-thoughts Mar 2019
ꜱʟᴏᴡʟʏ ᴛᴀᴋɪɴɢ ᴛɪᴍᴇ ꜰʀᴏᴍ ᴘᴏꜱꜱɪʙɪʟɪᴛɪᴇꜱ
ᴄᴀꜱᴇ ᴛʜɪɴɢ ʜᴀꜱ ᴛᴏ ʙᴇ ᴅᴏɴᴇ
ʙᴜᴛ ᴅᴏᴇꜱ ʜᴇ ꜱᴛɪʟʟ ᴘʟᴀʏ ɪɴꜱɪᴅᴇ?
ᴛʜᴇ ᴍɪɴᴅ ᴡᴏɴᴅᴇʀꜱ ᴛᴏ ᴛʜɪɴɢꜱ...
ᴛɪᴍᴇ-ᴄᴏɴꜱᴜᴍɪɴɢ ᴅᴇᴄɪꜱɪᴏɴꜱ
ʜᴀᴠᴇ ʙᴇᴇɴ ᴍᴀᴅᴇ
ᴄᴀᴜꜱᴇ ᴛʜᴇ ꜱᴡᴇᴇᴛᴇꜱᴛ ᴅᴀɴɢᴇʀ ɪꜱ ᴄᴏᴍɪɴɢ
ᴀ ꜱᴛᴏʀᴍ ʟɪᴋᴇ ʙᴜᴛᴛᴇʀꜰʟɪᴇꜱ ᴡɪʟʟ ᴄᴏᴍᴇ ᴛᴏ ᴘʟᴀʏ
something deeper, these words just triggers something deeper , i dont know why
Mar 2019 · 355
obsession
yellow-thoughts Mar 2019
I know im not special
just one more girl
whose obsessed with her feeling
about boy who doesn't care

but emotions are keeping all of us alive
it differs to which emotions we want to hold on
im not ashamed,

addicted to you - hurtful memories- sweet emotions-
and of course, in the end, addicted to the PAST

some of us are drowning everything in alcohol
but im drowning myself in memories
what is worse - you decide
but im obsessed over the past and future can't change that!
Feb 2019 · 53
witch inside
yellow-thoughts Feb 2019
i know im positive
loving smiles and fun people
but somewhere inside of me
is a cold-hearted witch
whos dying to turn every smile into pain

don't worry im keeping her tamed
but for all of the things you do, there's
  a sacrifice to make
so my positivity is costing me much


every smile brings me pain
but i have to ... smile
cause that's ... me
or am ... i
Feb 2019 · 182
still youre in my mind
yellow-thoughts Feb 2019
in between this time
there has been so much
and entirely nothing
boys, girls, tiers, and stormy butterflies

but still my mind wonders
ending up in memories of you
in daydreams and nightmares with you
still you are in my mind

i don't ask why
but im absolutely sure that
this is not good for me
the best and worst part of this is
i don't know how to stop myself
Jan 2019 · 56
poets hands
yellow-thoughts Jan 2019
my hands are made for words
cause they're guiding me
they're pushing me forward
cause they love taping the keyboard
they are desperate for letters
they want to learn
how to read...

little they know
these hands already
knew how to read
how to read -me

                                    [m.a.]
Jan 2019 · 284
who in the end
yellow-thoughts Jan 2019
I left you or you left me
who really knows
everything was so tangled
I slipped out and run away
sorry wouldn't be enough
but who knows, who cares
I'm putting blame on you
cause that's what I have learned
to never blame ourselves
but others
so who in the end
deserves that apology?

                                                [M.A.]
i have been through some stuff, but in the end, im back, hope you will get my poems... :)
Sep 2018 · 183
sms / part 2
yellow-thoughts Sep 2018
i sent a risky message
to be honest I hoped for the best
possible outcome

but guess what?
to my words, to all explanation
his answer was : ill pass

that left me shocked
i was left with no words to convince him
i could have replied almost to anything

but what was that?
ill pass..
ILL PASS!?

i wasnt asking you to the movie
or even a date
i was confessing my love to you...
Sep 2018 · 106
you sleeping.
yellow-thoughts Sep 2018
I loved that u could sleep wherever and whenever,
with me its kinda the same
but I couldn't sleep when u where next to me,
but you could,
maybe that was the problem
Sep 2018 · 136
sms
yellow-thoughts Sep 2018
sms
i sent a risky message
in my defense i said i'm lil drunk
im hiding behind these lies like a coward

and now im so anxious
i want to know what he will replay
but in the same time i don't want to open it

maybe i was alright while i lived in my fantasy bubble
and now i ruined everything

there were nothing to ruin in the first place
but then why im fighting with myself over this sms?
...
Sep 2018 · 108
you.
yellow-thoughts Sep 2018
i'm in big trouble
my 'forever' is yours
but i have to move on...
Sep 2018 · 145
pain*
yellow-thoughts Sep 2018
hurt me
hit me
make me bleed
so there would be a reason
to feel this way

psychical nothing hurts
but mentally i'm screaming
Aug 2018 · 134
stealing time..
yellow-thoughts Aug 2018
...
something is stealing our time
you know that feeling
when year is already over
but you still remember something
like it happened yesterday
...
Aug 2018 · 95
inevitable
yellow-thoughts Aug 2018
eventually flowers wither and becomes ugly
sooner or later stories ends

like our downfall was inevitable
love and affection disappears
learning new words:)
Aug 2018 · 80
windows
yellow-thoughts Aug 2018
my window are in love
all three of them
but there's a twist
it's an abusive relationship

the love they seek is impossible to get
'cause rain is nowhere and everywhere

it's a harsh love
'cause i can hear that
rain hits them
but they are okay with it
Aug 2018 · 65
waiting
yellow-thoughts Aug 2018
i don't think that death is sad,
tragic, unexpected or unfair..
in the end death is inevitable
and so inescapable
so divine

for me honestly
i'm waiting for it and for a long time
Aug 2018 · 169
user
yellow-thoughts Aug 2018
USER
/ˈjuːzə/
noun
1.
a person who uses or operates something.
2.
a person who exploits others.

Such a harsh and painful word
but in the same time..
the best word..
to describe me and not only me

im this "a person" who uses or operates something
i used all my emotions
and still im operating them into my words
but i feel so bad about not giving you credit
after all you gave me these
tense, happy, blissful, tearing apart, butterfly like emotions

wait darlin' you think im gonna be silent
'cause you're  this "a person" who exploits others
you putted me to good use
hell i know
when you needed me i was here, there and again here
did this and that, and again this

no worries im not saying youre to blame
just that we both are this definition of "user"
we belong together but we are two opposite meanings
Aug 2018 · 203
wishing is dangerous
yellow-thoughts Aug 2018
wishing is dangerous..
if not for you then for me
once i wished for someone
who would save me
and one tipsy little thing
you saved me and then wanished

wishing is dangerous..
at least for me
you know why my wish came true
'cause i was saving all the wishing stars
but ohhh why i cant take my wish back

wishing is dangerous..
such a dangerous thing
but now i would wish
for someone to wish me
even if that would back fire me harsh

wishing is dangerous..
and so ******* wrong
Aug 2018 · 367
internet
yellow-thoughts Aug 2018
when your internet connection is slow
for a split second you realize
that this wireless world controls you
but next moment you keep scrolling your feed
and in the next split second forgot about it...
forgot how time consuming and deadly is this addiction...
Aug 2018 · 758
no sugar
yellow-thoughts Aug 2018
You can't add sugar to my personality
boy i'm not as easy as coffee or tea
today i'm sweet as honey
tomorrow i can be sour as lemon
so choose your words wisely
Aug 2018 · 375
*
yellow-thoughts Aug 2018
*
even with moon dust in her pockets
she couldn't catch his glance
so she turned back
to magic where she came from
...
Jul 2018 · 119
trust
yellow-thoughts Jul 2018
im simply trusting you
i gave you my favorite book
and said u can take your time

but did you noticed
i gave you my heart
i wont say it aloud

i know you will return the book
but will you notice my love
i probably wont take it back

it's bad for you or bad for me
tell me after a year or two
cause my feeling never fade
Jul 2018 · 204
dark love
yellow-thoughts Jul 2018
pull me in the darkness where stars are catching themselves
and give me light if your heart is still burning
and return to me the darkest shadows of the sun

while kissing you my thoughts get slow
promise to never let me go
because my demons are speaking about your hands

while you write my name on your palm
don't tell me your life story
because if i would have to hear your voice i would put a curse on myself

ill give you an advise - hold me with force
because when i see love, i usually run
i'm probably a bad influence

but i cant help my dark love
Jul 2018 · 617
cherries
yellow-thoughts Jul 2018
cherry on the top
is like special price
like something more then you deserved

but what if there is nothing
where to put that cherry
then it isn't special
then it's just a cherry

same with people
if they have good personalities
then cherry on top is that they are beautiful

but if they are only beautiful
then its like a simple cherry
nothing special. . .

but to know- i don't like cherries
Jul 2018 · 253
drowning in emptiness
yellow-thoughts Jul 2018
can you feel my teardrops
dancing with the rain?

i say i don't feel things
but i feel..

i feel this emptiness inside
and nothing i do fills it

i'm sorry that i hate you now
but it's my normal reaction to
you breaking my heart..

and to be honest
i have already forgiven you
but i will never tell that..
especially to you . . .
Jul 2018 · 375
easy but not easy
yellow-thoughts Jul 2018
sometimes i'm so unbelievably sorry
about things i can't put in the words

they say it's easy to express your emotions
i'ts easy to say what on your mind
and what's bothering you

but is it really so EASY?

that's why i'm so sorry
about... things... with no words....
everything is so easy
and not so easy in the same time...
Jul 2018 · 445
go to sleep
yellow-thoughts Jul 2018
you should go to sleep
says everyone to everybody who is awake now

but what if sleep is the last thing you want

there will be dreams of him
of his voice and sweet smiles

or nightmares where you can't scream
where you're trying to run but can't

there is no in between

so lets just numb ourselves by scrolling the possibilities in the internet and then maybe we will just pass out
ahhh im just so tired of my confusing emotions
Jul 2018 · 240
i want to feel
yellow-thoughts Jul 2018
i want to feel pain
simple human emotions
useless tears, full smiles
bright lies and needles loughs
wanting too much of my dreams
they promises a full heart
i want my world full of grace
dreams, pain, thirst and  then drugs
i want to argue and fight
surrender to my sinister thoughts
and now no one can interfere
so please make me worry
i want to feel pain
and simple human emotions.

/m.a/
emotions are priceless!
Jun 2018 · 234
not anymore...
yellow-thoughts Jun 2018
those aren't butterflies
i'm for sure
cause they died
and long time ago

pfff i'm not falling
i'm too smart
i think through
my every step

but what's this weird feeling
like i want to fly with you
like time is stopping
wait , no ...

i'm so sorry for pushing you away
it's not like i'm scared of love
or anything
but i don't like butterflies

not anymore....

/m.a/
May 2018 · 112
deep goals
yellow-thoughts May 2018
no one needs pretty words
or fancy gifts anymore
we all have hunger for deep connections
for someone who understood us

if we can't reach this goal
it ends our lives
it makes us feel numb
and to feel like mistakes...

/M.A./
May 2018 · 272
not anymore
yellow-thoughts May 2018
not anymore
you're not everything i think about
everything i can think about
is not you anymore

at least..

that's what i have told myself

/M.A./
May 2018 · 114
do you?
yellow-thoughts May 2018
when there is new love on the corner
who is smiling like blind
and you are falling for it,
but you know how it gonna end
so why you are up for it?
do you?
do you really want to go through it all again?
May 2018 · 105
LifE
yellow-thoughts May 2018
the meaning of life is so simple and so complicated
the purpose is to be, just to be
there isn't any praise in the end
or some transcendental goal to reach
just to be, the purpose is to be
.
/M.A./
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