Sat in my old creaky chair,
struggling to reach the window to the center right,
a solid transparent glass unlatched,
which choked the life out of me.
A red vibrant sky,
smudged with desire and disgust.
A fairly fast flowing surface wind,
gushing into my face,
whispering in my ears,
the songs and spells of emancipation,
teaching my untamed hair,
the moves of joy.
You think I am being too dramatic?
I don't care.
With the vacuum in my stomach,
I can feel the rush of pain.
With the tears oozing out,
I succumb to despair.
With all the world against me,
I am still trying to stand straight.
With the future that only holds uncertainty,
I wish to live just few more days.
With too much chaos at once,
I was born at the wrong place.
Some days I want to paint,
some times I want to be painted.
Some days I want to write,
some times I want to be written.
Some days I want to read,
some times I want to be read.
Some days I want to be a gardener,
some times I want to be the flower of that garden.
Some days I want to live,
some times I want to breathe in peace.
When the doors of heaven were open wide,
the divine rays of god restored the dawn.
The holy waters were then sprinkled,
and the soul of earth was baptized.
The chromatic aisle was then instilled,
washing off the somber hue.
The odor of sanctity was then diffused,
the state of misery was blown away.
The sicks and the spirits were then anointed,
and all the sufferings were healed,
and sins of humans were redeemed.
What cannot be yours,
no further shall be desired of.
Sunk into shallow waters,
gone up in smoke,
Torn to pieces,
No matter what you desire of,
at the end must be yours and reclaimed.
Ink soaked in despise and despair,
thoughts bewildered and perplexed.
a distinctive flair.
Faint and feeble brightness,
an outstanding dazzled affair.
Stitched up hopes,
with an astounding glare.
This piece of poem reflects my current state of mind; disorderliness, inexpressibility.
The troughs of her wavy hair,
perfectly fitted the grip of his fist.
The more he pulled,
the shorter they grew.
Loved to paint the walls,
with the anything she cooked.
Everyone's got a way to express love,
well not like others his way was a little rough.
He said "I'll love you until I die",
ironically his love was the reason of her demise.