I know that I can be selfish and narcissistic and self-destructive, but underneath all that, deep down, I'm a good person.

after we fight, wrap me up tight and promise me it'll be okay.

why?
why can't you see me?
why can't you see the pain?
why can't you understand?
I know I'm not someone you want me to be.
but why?

Actions speak louder than words ever will, so show me you love me. Or can you?

This ink, it runs.
This paper is stained
Tears run free as
I'm stuck in a daze.
I put this pen to paper,
To write the words
This voice can't deliver.
My heart is heavy
With pain and despair.
Can't breathe.
I'm fighting for air.
My mind is spinning
At the speed of light.
This pain in my life
Has clouded my mind.
The thoughts are deafening
Of my life, you took away,
But after all my
Heartache,
Someday I'll be okay

silly girl, you don't have to love me.
just respect me.