Who guides the Heart to make everything decision?
What does the Heart seek for in the darkness?
Where does the Heart go when all is lost and broken?
When will the Heart know there's always going to be pain?
Why does the Heart choose what it chooses, when it knows it can't?
How do you control your own Heart?

A personality.
A mind.
A heart.
A smile.
A laugh.
A tear.
A blade.
A cut.
A scar.
A burn.

Gone are the days of "Goodmorning" to "Goodnight".
Gone are the days of smiling and being "Alright".
Gone are the days...
Gone are the nights...

The eventual "later"; come and gone, why haven't I heard back from either one?
I left myself open to keep them safe, to be taken advantage; leaving chafes.
Protecting and returning by their side, thrown, tossed around and asked to abide.
Abused and used to find their happiness, left alone with your thoughts in the darkness.

Crying from loss, pain, sorrow and even joy. But finding yourself crying from seeing someone smile? Someone is out there who hasn't smiled in a while and when you finally see them smile you let out tears because that's what you've been fighting for, for them to be happy.
To see their cheeks wrinkle, their eyes to light up and their smile sneak onto their lips. To see genuine happiness in someone who you know deserves it. When you know that's how their supposed to be.

**** the world.
**** the liars.
**** the cheaters.
**** the rude ones.
**** the cold ones.
**** the slander.
**** the insults.
**** the pain.
**** the demons in my mind.
****!

Wonder
Worry
Words
Thoughts
Patience
Silence
Loss
Pain

When you see this, "...", anything can run through your mind.
Do you focus on the Wonder, the Pain or Something in between?