everything is crushing,
my world became blurry.
my hands are shaking,
but my heart is not beating.

sorrow and chaos, intertwined.
hoping that this is not my time.
it's too early to say goodbye.
sadly, i am now going to die.

a world filled with plastics,
everyone seems to be floating.
the world is changing,
i am slowly fading.

i can't breathe.
my lungs are covered with dust.
they can't resist the lust.
hoping it would be the last
i can't accept the fact,
they are all covered with mask,

i wouldn't dare to ask.
they are toxic,
couldn't hide the fact.

"who are you?"
a question that pops to my head whenever i see my self on the mirror.
i don't know my self anymore.
asking my self to hide these tears more.

i am not like this before.
asking above what is this for?
i can't take it anymore.
it feels like my pain is asking for more.

i swam in the sea of chaos.
sadly, i am not a good swimmer.
i can't explain this feeling to others.
for my words are not even better.

a never-ending puzzle.
it is a series of disaster.
chaos and destruction.
it is how she describes her life,
carrying all the pain she has inside.