^^^
The description
of my mind
right now.

Sometimes i wonder
  if i'm living a dream
     but if i live a dream
   then what happen
(what would it be like)
    if i suddenly woke up?
    
     Would i be living
      in a world forgotten by
       people stuck in dreams?

         Or would i "die" in
          the dreamt-up world and live once
           more in the other?

               Or would the world just
                shatter and leave me alone
               in dark loneliness?

            And what if i died
           (and died for real) then what would
          become of my soul?

       Would i float around
      or be punished forever
     or just disappear?

     Maybe the reason
   i have fear of death
is because i don't
really know what
will happen
    when i
       die.

     *(why?)

School is just so stressful.

          "I'm kind of busy today.

               "Sorry, I have practice after school."
    
                    "I can't, I have a project due tomorrow."

                         "No, my test is next week, but there's a quiz next period."

                              "What? We had homework in that class yesterday?"

                                   "You're kidding, right? Please tell me you're kidding."

                              "Wait, what did you just say?"
    
                         "What do you mean, I failed that test?"

                    "Oh my gosh. My mom is going to **** me."
    
               "No. This isn't possible."

          "Stop it! I'm trying to concentrate!"

     "I hate my teachers."

"I hate school."

*When can I just sleep?

i've been seeing you around a lot lately.
     it's almost as if see you everywhere.
          But why do i always feel like
               i still remember you
                    but you don't
                                r
                                  e
                                    m
                                    e
                                       m
                                           b
                                              e
                                             r
                                         me from all those years ago?
                                              [Am i really that
                                                                      e
                                                                    a
                                                                  s
                                                                y
                                                             to forget?]

               {Sorry for feeling
          the nostalgia- that we
     could have shared- alone.}

~ can't I be as good as everyone else?

   ~ must I be such a klutz?

~ aren't there more good people in the world?

   ~ does everyone have to be so selfish?

     ~ can't everyone just work together?

   ~ do people have to be such jerks?

~ have I been feeling so sad lately?

   ~ does life have to be so complicated?

     ~ do I have to be me?