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Nikki Wolmarans Nov 2014
Its been 2 months since you said yes and my love for you is still centered, straight in my heart right where it belongs. Our relationship is right and holds no wrongs. Its been a while since "i like" became "i love". My like used to be grounded, now my love soars above. Because I love you so much and I want it to show. I'll love and care for you forever, the best way I know. Even though you may think it isnt true, forever my love will stay with you. You are my only love, I know you are my last. We can live together and forget the past. Our time together has been so much fun. You are the most important in my life, my number 1. Well I have to go now, im sorry its true nut I wrote this so u know I love you and I hope our months turn into years because you make me so happy, you destroyed my fears. Its been 2 months and I dont want it to end. Any time we could have split we had the ability to mend. Thats the thing about us, together we are one but seperate I am nothing... no fun. Well as sweet as this is, this poem has a curse. It eventually has to reach its very final verse. I love you forever and ever, I will always stay true. I have to go but never forget baby, I love you.
Nikki Wolmarans Aug 2014
I met people that at some point I thought were my soul mates... I loved a lot and I have been hurt too many times! I was once in a relationship, beautiful it seemed, but I was alone in it. A lesson in the end... how to be alone and make it work because although I was alone... I was not lonely. I know the kind of woman I want and need so I am waiting for her... Until then I'm alone but not lonely because I am happy knowing I'm waiting for wat I deserve! Being alone is much better than playing the field because you lose your focus of happiness, your self pride, a lady knows her dignity. I learned that when I decide to be alone, but definitely not lonely... I am content... waiting for you xox
Nikki Wolmarans Jul 2014
Still a little bit of your taste in my mouth Still a little bit of you laced with my doubt Still a little hard to say what's going on

Still a little bit of your ghost, your witness Still a little bit of your face I haven't kissed You step a little closer each day That I can't say what's going on

Stones taught me to fly Love  it taught me to lie Life  it taught me to die So it's not hard to fall When you float like a cannonball

Still a little bit of your song in my ear Still a little bit of your words I long to hear You step a little closer to me So close that I can't see what's going on

Stones taught me to fly Love  it taught me to lie Life taught me to die So it's not hard to fall When you float like a cannon

Stones taught me to fly Love taught me to cry So come on, courage, teach me to be shy 'Cause it's not hard to fall And I don't wanna scare her It's not hard to fall And I don't wanna lose It's not hard to grow When you know that you just don't know
Nikki Wolmarans Jun 2014
She let go... Without a thought or a word, she let go. She let go of the fear. She let go of the judgments. She let go of the confluence of opinions swarming around her head. She let go of the committee of indecision within her. She let go of all the 'right' reasons. Wholly and completely, without hesitation or worry, she just let go.

She didn't ask anyone for advice . She didn't read a book on how to let go. She didn't search the scriptures. She just let go. She let go of all the memories that held her back. She let go of all the anxiety that kept her from moving forward. She let go of the planning and all of the calculations about how to do it just right.

She didn't promise to let go. She didn't journal about it. She didn't write the projected date in her Day-Timer. She made no public announcement and put no ad in the paper. She didn't check the weather report or read her daily horoscope. She just let go.

She didn't analyze whether she should let go. She didn't call her friends to discuss the matter. She didn't do a five-step Spiritual Mind Treatment. She didn't call the prayer line. She didn't utter one word. She just let go.

No one was around when it happened. There was no applause or congratulations. No one thanked her or praised her. No one noticed a thing. Like a leaf falling from a tree, she just let go. There was no effort. There was no struggle. It wasn't good and it wasn't bad. It was what it was, and it is just that.

In the space of letting go, she let it all be. A small smile came over her face. A light breeze blew through her. And the sun and the moon shone forevermore....
Nikki Wolmarans May 2014
Dit is die trane wat niemand sien nie
Die seer wat niemand voel nie
Dit is die koue gevoel in jou hart
wanneer jy van buite af inkyk *** almal lag
Dit is die eensaamheid op naweke
Die stilte wanneer jy skree
Dit is die afwesigheid van n warm hand
Die oorblyfsels van n gebroke sielsband
Dit is die spasies tussen jou vingers
Elkeen n herinnering van n tekortkoming
Dit is die koue winters alleen
Die somers spandeer onder skaduwee
Dit is die hinkering na "ek is lief vir jou" briefies
Die drome oor die "ek is trots op jou" soentjies
Dit is al die gebroke beloftes
Die "liefde met voorwaardes"
Dit is die idee van *** alles moet wees
Wat keer dat jy gelukkig is
Dit is die wonde wat brand wanneer jy dalk mag glimlag
Om jou te herinner van jou seer se mag
Dit is die donker aande sonder sterre
Jou dood stille foon op die moeilikste tye
Dit is die konstante bevraagteken van jou waarde
Die "gaan nie eers probeer" nie's
Omdat jy voel niemand sien jou raak
En skielik is gelukkig wees, n verbode taak
Maar dit is die leemte in my hart
Die swaarte krag van al die vrae
Die "Opsoek na die vermiste stuk van my legkaart"
Wat die hartste praat
Dit is die gewoonte om te voel jy misluk
Dit is die "minderwaardige" plakker in die plek van jou gesoekte legkaartstuk...
Language: Afrikaans
Nikki Wolmarans Apr 2014
I'd be deemed a liar if I suggested you leave me with no breath... Now, I find myself weightless... elated, drifting in that anti gravity that is the dream space of a carefree soul, but by a glance at your design. Never has any desire been a pleasant torture until now, I wish for nothing during these stretched out days but the visits you grace me with in my rest, the only thing I might want more, if time to convey to you through eyes connected, that I could never find words that would suffice in expressing to you the residency I've allowed you in my heart... I am and have always been untamed,wild and free in spirit, but I cannot deny that your outstretched hand will be the only call to turn my tracks around.. It is a warmth carried in your song that has cleared a heavy mist relentlessly restricting, suffocating... what is left of the rhythm of my own life...? I hear your song... My heart is still beating
Nikki Wolmarans Mar 2014
You are the only one for me, Doesn't matter how hard it get's.
I'm here standing firm, with or with nothing to earn...because that's how Love works.
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