something about you captivates me endlessly

perhaps its the way your hair falls, no matter how hard you try to keep it from doing so

or is it your voice ?
soothingly; sweet; smitten, devouring my ears; hearing only the angel rested before my eyes.

did you know that your eyes are the most beautiful gems that had ever locked with mine?

'how do you do it?'

its a question i wish to ask each day

when someone means the entire world

and you simply allow them to slip away

then you become all guarded

walls held up high

until someone gives everything to you

even if that means she would die

you said
it doesn't matter anyway
it never did

you said
it didn't matter
if it was a week, a month, or a year
we wouldn't be forever anyway

you once said
you loved me
on a cold and dark night like this

you said  
it didn't matter

but baby
it matters *to me

i dont know if it was you
or merely the way you looked that night
or the way you kissed my lips
saying "You. I want you"
when i asked if i could find you someone new

perhaps it was the endless hours.
you hoped for us to never get caught

honesty i cant tell if this was mine or your fault

however these are all simply memories of bliss
because now i will never feel your kiss