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 Oct 2015 Nicole Dawn
SG Holter
Gravel pathways across a
Graveyard.
Rainbows in
Garden sprinkler droplets.
Church tower swallows.
I know death.

I know its smell, the touch of
Something unalive. I know
Its feeling.
It is sharp, lucid and transparent.
White haze in open eyes,
Dreams and memories now

Forgotten.
Stones leaning like mourning
Heads against one another. Trees
In breeze, one has grown around
The single rusty lamp post.
I have stood in its light.

Stood in its light looking up,
Caught not crying over a tragedy.
I know death. I know its feeling.
Closer every time I think of it;
The opposite of a mirage.
Mine may very well one

Day be the first dead body
Someone has ever seen.
These blue eyes milky blind.
Arms like branches; twig fingers.
Life means surprisingly little with
Your hands upon its absence.

Leave my name on each bullet.
Show me your shadow,
Scythe and all.
Dead as burned trees and great
Grandparents. Rancid rest. Dirt.
I know death.
 Oct 2015 Nicole Dawn
Hinata
I'm sick of waiting,
I'm sick of this.
                   Free me from my suffering!
                   Save me from my abyss!
I'm sick of lying about myself,
I'm sick of pretending to be ok.
                    I'm not like everyone else.
                    I'm not ok!
I'm sick of hearing people talk about me,
I'm sick of people not caring.
                   I'm not what you think!
                   Why don't you care?!
I'm sick of remaining silent,
I'm sick of the thoughts that break me inside.
                   I'm not defiant!
                   I'm not going to stand aside!
I'm sick of being trapped,
I'm sick of it all.
                   I'm freeing myself from this
                   trap!
                   Im not going to fall!!!
I'm sick of being me
                   Don't judge me!
I'm sick of everyone
                  You're not the only one!!
I'm sick of life
                   All I want to do is die!
I'm sick of it
                   Let's end all this *******!
 Oct 2015 Nicole Dawn
IvyB Xx
Suicidal people are angels who just want to go home..
10w
 Oct 2015 Nicole Dawn
princessv
Think i'd meet someone like you
Think i'd fall in love with someone like you
Think i'd lose someone like you
its been a break for a long time it seems and i cant take it anymore i die a little more every ******* minute of the day
 Oct 2015 Nicole Dawn
brxken
How do you manage
to love me
and break me
at the same time?

n.e
 Oct 2015 Nicole Dawn
brxken
Day 9
 Oct 2015 Nicole Dawn
brxken
Do you know that
being in your arms
has became
my most favorite thing?

n.e
 Oct 2015 Nicole Dawn
brxken
I was shattered in pieces
until you stood up
to find the lost pieces
he threw away
and merge them altogether.

But most importantly
you are the last missing piece in me
which completes me
so perfectly.

And I thank you for that.

n.e
I love you. I am so bad at expressing my thoughts into words but I owed you this.
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