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- Jul 2013
You push me towards the edge
Every single day
It's so hard to care anymore
When you're there
Ruining me

You drive me to the point
Of collapse
Might as well crash a car
And never look back

Your irresponsibility makes me sick
I thought you were smarter than this
But no, because here I am
Awake all **** night
Just because of your
Supposed dying attempt
Do you not see how much it hurts?
Watching the closest person to me
Acting like that?
I don't think you understand
The pain I feel
When you
are like this

I adore you with my life
But this is wrong
Scaring the life outta me
That's beyond wrong
When you know
I'm not strong

Like, how dare you
I finally got my Insomnia on track
And then you go ahead
And do that
Sick
© Natali Veronica 2013.
- Jul 2013
I feel like I have a lump in my throat
Oh wait, those are my unsaid words
I can't seem to fully understand any of it
Is this what a slow, painful death feels like?
Feels like I'm being punished
My throat is choking
On what?
Oh yeah, on all these unsaid sentences
That I can't swallow down
My throat
© Natali Veronica 2013.
- Jul 2013
Emotion filled my eyes.
Not tears.
I had none left,
when you disappeared.

I lost the one,
who I shared a room,
who I thought gave a ****,
yep, she's gone.

All I see now, is a stranger.
All I see now, is an estranged sister.
I miss her. I always miss her.
© Natali Veronica 2013.
- Jul 2013
We can laugh together
joke around
as well as cry
when we need to
I guess I can say
you're precious
like a rare diamond
that I am glad I found
I promise
I won't let you down
you mean too much to me
I'd die
if I didn't have you by my side
you give life a real meaning
you give friendship a good name
all I can say is
we're true friends
© Natali Veronica 2013.
- Jul 2013
You* make me *sick
To my stomach
I hope you know that
© Natali Veronica 2013.
- Jul 2013
You don't love me
Yet, you call me hot
Is it bad
That I liked hearing
You say it?

Got it bad
For the greatest person
That I'll never have
As my own precious love
© Natali Veronica 2013.
- Jul 2013
Hurt* and disappointment
Are two *different
things
But they are similar
With *each other
© Natali Veronica 2013.
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