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Jan 2016 · 442
New dream.
nesrine ben Jan 2016
Close ur eyes
feel the darkness of the nights
forget all the fights
start new dream
i know its not easy .. let it out .. scream
what cause you pain
will teach u somthing .. a lesson to gain
that voice in ur head . **** **** ****
free your mind don't drink that pill
pain will fade away
Bruises ... for life will stay
Don"t make the wrong move
you'll regret it night and day
advice sister , Brother
start new dream
Live .. forget .. Love .. Feel .. believe
nesrine ben Dec 2014
Do you know what it feels like when you cry alone
remembering the worst and you suffer on your own
Do you know what it feels like when you love and no one cares
stupid words comes out and never forget what he says
Do you know what it feels like when  you are the best friend for everyone
but you can't find just one friend beside you in a need
Do you know what it feels like when  you remember them all
and your soul is always forgotten
Do you know what it feels like when  you forgive every mistaken
but you are the one to blame for a misunderstand
Do you know what it feels like when  you give the best
and you always get the worst
Do you know what it feels like when  you wish to die for something is not even worth it
Do you know what it feels like when  you are born just  for they make fun of you
and can't back it and Accept everything Against my will
No , No , no one knows those feelings .........
Life is so beautiful
but people are so awful
Oct 2014 · 1.6k
I made a mistake
nesrine ben Oct 2014
I made a mistake that I told a friend what is wrong with me !!
I made a mistake that I told a friend what I'm suffering from !!
I made a mistake that I listened to a friend
I made a mistake that I showed how I live
I feel pathetic for myself
I was blind and I shared my secret
stupid things happened in stupid period of life
MOM DAD I LOVE YOU !
Oct 2014 · 382
Sun-rise
nesrine ben Oct 2014
In middle of the night
Wake up scared from a nightmare
The body shake and feel cold and afraid
A monster under that little bed
Is happy to make you feel unsafe
Laughing at loud and the heartbeat is getting faster and faster
Save me , get me out of this darkness
No , no one is there for you , no one is listening to you
You are alone ;
The silence and the calm is covering the house but that little room no one can know what's inside it
The monster comes out just to say .. your life is  full of many little monsters
Now they are friends but someday time will show you the truth
The sun has risen and beast is gone and my eyes and my body relaxed
Oct 2014 · 519
I'm totally sick and tired
nesrine ben Oct 2014
fake friends
empty world full of empty people
who to talk to ?
who to listen to ?
who to trust in ?
I can say I'm alone
I'm totally sick and tired of it all
scream , shout , or keep yourself silent
believe me it's all the same
if I say keep on smiling !! how to keep that smile on your face while a huge struggle is inside your little mind
Im sick and tired of all of this
maybe I'm just a teenager
and that is creepy
Jul 2014 · 393
Black flower
nesrine ben Jul 2014
Heart like a paper ;  turned to burned flames,
Arrived to a point of no go back ; this is the end ,
Smile or a tear it's one ; to me is the same ,
Black flower , dark mind , lives in shadow,
Afraid of people , hidden monster , sea of tears ,
What words can tell ?  what  tone can make you listen and  feel ?
To speak , no one is a listener!
To scream , no one is safer!
Bruises everywhere , empty letters ,
When to change ? when to live ? when to laugh ?
An unanswered questions!!
What destiny hide is the Answer,
Sad , is what I am now, I'm misunderstood,
When will it be good and better?!
To Erase the emptiness, it's so bitter!!
Jul 2014 · 566
Peace is the way to live !
nesrine ben Jul 2014
what is the goal of wars !
It's really weird to talk about peace , to teach kids about peace , to make others understand what's peace
but what?! there's no peace in the world !!
Peace is the way to live !
even we cry even we get mad or sad
even we feel so hopeless
even we feel so depressed
even we hear some words burn the heart
after all the black Cloud
after all the loud scary voices
after all the painful sorrow
there's sunshine beyond the darkness
we ask ourselves ? why Im sad ?! why there's a smile want to show ?!
if we understand why ; we'll find that there's a second chance to be happy!
there's a second to every thing good
this is life : sweet and bitter ; cruel and kind ; rough and soft ;
I always wonder why there's hatred in the world
why the wars ? why the death ; is it so hard to be one
is it so hard to be helpful
why we do some actions made the hatred between us
it's a simple wish before I die to see world in peace
every country in the world feel the peace . taste the peace .live the peace .
my wish is to do even a little thing to help stop wars and spread the peace
Jun 2014 · 1.3k
I just choose to be happy
nesrine ben Jun 2014
To be happy you have to live
to live you have to choose to be happy
no one can live in sadness .. in sadness you can't laugh . or smile . or imagine . or be somehow free . or enjoy moments in your personal life ...
all you can do  when you are sad is to cry . hope and wish to die ..
in 5 words .. YOU ARE DONE WITH LIFE ..
So I just choose to be happy
I got a family a really great friends .. I'm Alive Thank you my God(Alhamdulillah)
Jun 2014 · 404
Be you
nesrine ben Jun 2014
I had a broken heart
I cried so hard
I fell apart
I don't know if I'm  stupid or smart
But I can turn my feeling into art
Art never comes from happiness
Black and white all around
All dreams has turned to emptiness
Because I've been living in cruel reality
Keep your heart strong ; it's not easy ;but is all what you can do
Be you ; show something new ; people are empty ; always stay true
May 2014 · 1.6k
Peace !
nesrine ben May 2014
peace begins with your soul
know who you are ; be free, open your door
then take it home
Spread the calm and the hope
peace begins with your soul
then start at home
till it moves to people
truly; no one live in peace
Everyone hates; they live just for Their interest, everyone has his own war
there's seven billion people around the world
but with fourteen billion faces an no honest word
try to find peace in your heart
peace begins with your soul
then start at home
till it moves to people
then it comes to the world
world ! there's nothing , not even a simple thing make us think or see there's peace in the universe
wherever you look
wherever you turn
you'll find wars , conflict ; tears , blood
you'll find death
where can we find peace
we must make it
stop crying , stop those tears
be fair ; be honest; be true
stop hating; start loving
be strong ; feel it for long
why we have to learn how to fight
why we have to see kids die
it suppose that the army its for protection so why all these wars ?
it supposed kids grow up in peace
peace will start with me
then will feel it everywhere
peace begins with your soul
then start at home
till it moves to people
then it comes to the world
we are so close to the edge
for better life make peace
Peace Quotes
"No matter what someone else has done, it still matters how we treat people"
"Peace cannot be kept by force. It can only be achieved by understanding"
"Where there is no justice there can be no secure peace."
"there is no way to peace . peace is the way ."
May 2014 · 336
learn to survive !
nesrine ben May 2014
I'm here ; standing in the middle
I hear ; voices saying that I don't know who I Am
and I don't know what to believe
I don't want to go home
I want to be here
for long time ; I want to be on my own
I have this feeling right now
all I wished is to be happy
because every thing is crazy
I should fight to survive
because I'm so weak
But I will strive to learn to stay alive
May 2014 · 330
It wasn't enough to me !!
nesrine ben May 2014
It seems like you found your own ways
It seems like you live a happy days
In a completely different place
while I stand here
remembering every little thing we had it together
It's so clear to me now
even you loved,
even you cared,
even you said,
even you did,
even you showed,  
but it wasn't enough,
it wasn't enough  to me
nesrine ben Apr 2014
now and then I wish if I'm dead
now and then I wish if I'm not even born
now and then I wish if can leave
now and then I wish if I can stop everything and change it
now and then I wish if I'm alone
but after all this I have to thank God for this gift that I'm alive
all I can do is to pray and ask God to make my life better
because I'm sad , I'm misunderstood , I'm ignored , I'm confused
I'm not living I'm just surviving !
Apr 2014 · 615
the goal of life ?!
nesrine ben Apr 2014
we're born !
then we die !
so what is the point in all the suffering in between
I can't understand the goal of life
I'm to young to cry all that much
All I wished is to have a simple happy life
I'm so tired of suffering from everything
I'm miserable
Apr 2014 · 225
love !
nesrine ben Apr 2014
sometimes in this life love is built on a dream
sometimes in this life love is built on a sweet word
sometimes in this life love is built on a hope
sometimes in this life love is built on a smile
sometimes in this life love is easy to make it
but in my life love comes so slowly and it goes so fast !
Dec 2013 · 377
Is it the truth?!
nesrine ben Dec 2013
I give my best to make them satisfied
I do what ever it takes just to see them smile
I never say no if they ask me to do a favor
I never turn my bach to them
Is it the truth ; can you tell me if I'm a good friend?!
But I never found a friend beside me in my need
They turn all against me !!
what  I did to them ?!
Is it the truth ; they want me just for their egos ?!
am I good just for their needs?!
I guess yes ; it's the truth ; there's no good friend in my life except the Only ONE  . My best friend
He's not like the rest in my life
He always try to make me smile ; and I do the same ..
nothing can change this relation which last forever ... (I hope)
Its the truth .. There's a best friends in life..
Its time to change this life I live
All I need is my BEST FRIEND
True ; honest ; funny ... is my best friend.
Yes it's the truth .. I don't need others want just when they need something .... who wants them
they don"t last forever
yes it's the truth .. I only want to live beside my Best Friend ... and I'll stay beside him .. I'll do What ever it takes .. for him <3
Dec 2013 · 444
December
nesrine ben Dec 2013
I have a lot of secret dreams ...
I have a lot of secret wishes ...
in every month I hope some of my dreams comes true
But I still wait...
I really want to realize my dream in DECEMBER .... I hope
Last month was full of bad and good memories
Last month was full of crazy moments I'll never forget
Last month ..... I can't describe it
But Please DECEMBER be good .. Be better
Maybe I'll change my life in this month .. who knows?!
From my heart ... I wish that December will be good for me and for everyone .
Oct 2013 · 361
If this life....
nesrine ben Oct 2013
If this life only gonna make me feel sad
If this life gonna show me only the dark side
If this life gonna bring me down
Sorry this is not me
I can't just go and hide
Sorry Icant surrender
I'm following the shining side
I was young
And everybody was so cruel
Everybody was so rude
I was so good just for their ego
I wanna change my life
I wanna leave so far far away
to a place where doors are open
AND NO ONE IS BROKEN
Sep 2013 · 2.3k
I hate my life..
nesrine ben Sep 2013
I hate my life
nothing is right
no one feel me
no one understand me
no one love me
I hate my life
every one make me feel sad
every one make me hate myself
every one want me to leave
I hate my life ...
Sep 2013 · 454
I have the chance to live
nesrine ben Sep 2013
I have the chance to live
I have to believe
life is beautiful
nothing is impossibel
there's no limits
I have the chance to live
and I have to believe
dreams come true
live . smile . forget . forgive . dream . that what I'm gonna do
I'll free my mind
I'll give a break to my heart
I have the chance to live
I have to believe
I have to be fearless
I have to take my chances
people can't bring me down
let them say what they want
I'll live my life
I'll forget the rest
and leave it behind
I cant be blind
not anymore
I'm gonna be fine
I'm sure
I have the chance to live
and I have to believe
Sep 2013 · 853
In Life ...
nesrine ben Sep 2013
in life we live ; we love ; we die ; we made mistakes ; we smile ; we cry ; we laugh ; we win and we lose .
in life there's always a second chance
we should give our heart a break
live your life and never look back
take your chances
when you smile you'll feel the life .. :-)
Sep 2013 · 346
Just smile :-)
nesrine ben Sep 2013
Just smile
life is too short
forget the past
and you gonna be fine
Just smile
and have fun
because beautiful memories last forever
Sep 2013 · 511
love.
nesrine ben Sep 2013
there's a lot of ideas in my mind
makes me ride a big wave
feel like i can't be safe
took me to another world
very scary place and awkward
fall in a big hall called love
no one can get me out of there
nothing is fair
but time makes me strong
and i started to move on
to better life where choices are open
and no one is broken
Sep 2013 · 373
There's no place like home.
nesrine ben Sep 2013
there's no place like home
sweet lovely and not cold
you can't find any save place like home
what ever you need
what ever you want
you'll find it when you feel that you are at home
Sep 2013 · 517
Sometimes...
nesrine ben Sep 2013
sometimes i feel like i'm lost
i don't know who i am
sometimes  i need hope
to change my whole life
sometimes i feel like i'm a bad person
and i don't deserve the good things
but sometimes i feel like i'm the most lucky girl in the world
because god gave me a family who loves me
sometimes i feel like i need a break
to change my life
what ever happened in life we have to thank god :-)
Aug 2013 · 872
My Best Friend .
nesrine ben Aug 2013
empty life , no joy no love
even all those friends in my empty life
till i meet one person ; felt so happy
makes me feel better ; makes me feel the life
we spent the most beutiful moments ever
he is my best friend..my best friend
he's like the sun shine..
he back the smile to me every time i feel sad
he back the love when i'm broken at two
he back the joy when i'm not fine
he's my best friend..my best friend
i promise that you are in my heart forever
i promise that i renember you all the time
i promise that i'll give  the world for you


because you are my best friend <3
Aug 2013 · 523
life is only big ride .
nesrine ben Aug 2013
we;we don't have to think a lot
we ; we have to be strong
life is only a big ride
we ; we made mistakes
but with those mistakes memories made
why we can't live in peace
why we have to see those tearse
can we just stop for a while and look around?!
life is only a big ride
we can't just hide
our hearts are blind
life is only big ride
we need to find peace and give love to the world ..
Aug 2013 · 847
I COULDN'T IMAGINE
nesrine ben Aug 2013
you used to lie
i used to smile
i couldn't imagine that every
second minute hour i spened it with you
was a big lie
i used to believe it
but ; but never again
don't think that i need you
that i want you or love you
no you're wrong
i couldn't imagine
that fake love controles me
i couldn't imagine
i was your victim
but ; but never again
because i'm free now
you'll never bring me down .
Aug 2013 · 658
BE PROUD OF YOURSELF.
nesrine ben Aug 2013
Be proud of your yourself
never be shy ...
Let the light shine on you
never cry ...
Life's too short to waste it in sadness
never stop dream to fly so high
Don't let the people bring you down
never let the world change your smile
Enjoy life as much as you can
Let the world see who you are
BE PROUD OF YOURSELF.
Aug 2013 · 474
don't try to Hurt me
nesrine ben Aug 2013
i was young i trusted in you
but now you try to bring me down
but don't try
because i'm strong enough to fight that love
you pretend that love
i said in my self he'll change my life
but i was so wrong
you tried to **** me inside  
you tried to broke my heart
but don't try , don't try to hurt me
because i'm strong enough to fight that love
you are out of my mind
you are out of my life
don't try to broke my heart
i'll forget you forever
you don't last forever .
Aug 2013 · 819
shining star
nesrine ben Aug 2013
shining star
in a beutiful sky
up my eyes looking at you
feel so high
i always try to hide my love
but you don't know
that you are my drug
very special drug
crazy but strong
i've never felt like this before
but i always want more
you tell me about what's in your heart
and i hope is true and right
you said or did crazy stuf
but i've never said this is enaught
when you smile
my whole world stop for a while
i love the way you are
i can't find the right words
to explain what i feel about you
but i have three honest words to tell you
that i love you

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