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NeroameeAlucard Jun 2016
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103

That's the tragic number it seems

103

Innocents brought down maybe in the prime  of their lives
Killed senselessly for having a good time
There should be a rainbow over Orlando
Not just for acceptance, but to commemorate the bloodshed on the land or to show the world that after the darkest nights come the brightest days

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Jun 2016 · 3.5k
I'm blooming
NeroameeAlucard Jun 2016
I'm blooming can't you see
The soil hasn't been kind to me
It's like trying to break through hot gravel
Or cold concrete
I'm blooming, it just takes a long time
Longer than it would to find 5 weird words that rhyme with time, because this lack of rain has come at a horrible time

I'm growing, my roots spread slowly but surely
I'm not sure when I'm going to flower but I'm glad it's not too early
Patience is necessary when dealing with me, as I'm a work in progress but clearly that you cannot see
You expected a finished product but I was given to you as I was

Maybe I shouldn't be planted by you
.. you can't wait on my leaves to grow robust
NeroameeAlucard Jun 2016
Can you love someone like me?
Who's grown Comfortable alone in my own zone like me?
Can you really invest in me?
Are you going to be there during my best and my worst because the two things are so different you see

Can you love someone who's been rejected
Brokenhearted, dosed, depressed, yet infuriatingly introspective
Can you look past the medieval exterior and see the troubled but loving soul within?

Do I meet your short term requirements? Or am I simply not a "good enough" man?
Jun 2016 · 476
Yin To A Yang
NeroameeAlucard Jun 2016
Relationships are all about balance
Being the yin to a yang
The subtle base to someone's loud twang
And while balance is crucial behind those doors
Why do people like to castrate the love someone else managed to create, just because the couples nationalities aren't yours?

They're not too good to date someone that happens to share their skin
But they found someone that makes them happy as a lark without and within
So really... is happiness an unforgivable sin?
Jun 2016 · 536
Float like a butterfly
NeroameeAlucard Jun 2016
Float like a butterfly and sting like a Bee
THERE AIN'T ANOTHER BROTHER IN THE WORLD AS BAD AS ME
Some of the words spoken by the greatest himself, Muhammad Ali
A man with more speed and skill
Than there are rabbits for hunters to ****
Controversial?
Undoubtedly
But such is the life of a man in a chaotic time
Civil rights movement, the Vietnam War were weighing heavily on the American people's minds.

But the greatest has passed on now, and it truly is a tragedy.

So for one last time, Float like a butterfly, and sting like a bee
A Tribute I wrote to the greatest, Muhammad Ali
Jun 2016 · 541
Entitled
NeroameeAlucard Jun 2016
You, know I've given this some thought
and these following words come straight out of my heart.

Entitled.

That's everyone's favorite word to describe everyone my age
They seem to look at us with disdain, and in some cases blatant rage
But I gave it a day to simmer over
And you know what?
We are entitled. All of us are.
We're entitled to a world we didn't Choke to death with coal, fracking, poisoned water and cars.
We're entitled to an age when you don't get arrested and incarcerated for token up with some friends and blazing, or for protecting our loved ones ending up behind bars

You're right, we're entitled to an Era when you don't have to carry debt to the grave to pay off a 4 year investment
And a world where we can love and live as who we want, without judgement,
Now, I know put of shape while you read or hear this you might get bent.

Entitled.

You're right, but not in the way that you think
Because you've thrown everything at us but the proverbial kitchen sink.
But we're still here, and not going away.
Call us entitled all you want, but we're taking that word back today.
A manifesto for the youth
May 2016 · 935
Feeling Frisky
NeroameeAlucard May 2016
Feeling Frisky
And you're looking ****
I keep looking at you
And your features bless me

My eyes drink you in
I swear I can feel a buzz
You may have heard all of this before
But I'm telling you again just because

It's so tempting, to just run over
Grab you and absolutely ravage you
And believe me it's hard to control this urge
But I guess you'll never notice me
So I'll put these feelings down in verse
May 2016 · 344
Voice mail
NeroameeAlucard May 2016
I got home
And checked my phone
It'd been off all day
And a bunch of notifications naturally
Headed my way
But I started simple
and checked my voice mail
After hearing the robotic telemarketer drone
On and on
My exhausted brain was more fried than a salt covered snail

So I  took a second to regroup
And listen to the next message
I sat down and absorbed the shock
Hearing this felt like suffering a hemorrhage
I was so taken aback I could hardly stand

Now what the voice-mail said?
I'll leave that up to your imagination to plan
May 2016 · 829
We both know
NeroameeAlucard May 2016
Now I could say that I simply thought purely of you

But we both know that would be a lie

I swear it's a nearly insurmountable task to just look at you
Without slowly ******* you with my eyes

There's just something so Hypnotizing
About those glasses covered hazel eyes

And just to sweeten the deal you really fill that outfit out with those thighs

....


Like I said I wish I could just think pure thoughts of you

But we both know that's a ****** lie
Ever see someone across a room that immediately hits all your buttons? Thats what this is
May 2016 · 486
The funny thing about faith
NeroameeAlucard May 2016
The funny thing about faith is that
You don't really get the tests you take until long after the fact
You don't know why the storm is brewing, or why your character is under attack
Why is it my life that's being broken down? They deserve it because I'm not like that!
But you try to stretch those muscles of faith knowing someone, or something has your back

So you put on a brave face and soldier on
Despite not knowing how much longer it's in you to hold on
All seems lost, you're finally going to break
It's like being trapped in San Andreas during a massive earthquake
And suddenly someone pays you back more than what life had to take
Its like life evens out, a balance that's impossible to break

Now I'm not advocating any particular religion
But read this closely so you know the point is before you,  so listen
to that voice in the back of your head saying it may be dark now but there's brightness on the way
It may be hard to stand up now, but that adrenalin shot will come tomorrow, if not today
As long as you learn to stretch those muscles of hope and of faith

You can make it through the night to that brighter day
May 2016 · 744
Muse
NeroameeAlucard May 2016
I'd write something as beautiful as you are
But I don't think I could ever find the words
So, I'll use what I do know to flow this out
Maybe, just maybe muse in a clever verse

Something unique, like you doesn't come around too often
And if you're lucky enough to have that, then cherish it because your hard, beating heart will soften

The bitter cynicism will slowly, but oh so surely begin to rot away
The plants of doubt and insecurity that have taken root in the soul will wither and die today

The mind will no longer be cloudy, and the road that was blocked will finally be clear

Or at least it would.... if you were here
May 2016 · 404
Necklace
NeroameeAlucard May 2016
The chain broke and the pendant landed with a sickeningly soft creak on those hardwood floors I looked Down in shock, not knowing what else gravity had in store,
I loved that old necklace, heck I even remember when I got it, it's elder brother my old rose sword necklace had melted so I went out with some friends and bought it's replacement. A Dagger with two dragons around a red gem fit my aesthetic perfectly like a speech copied verbatim

Anyway I picked it back up and replaced the pendant back on the chain and as this weighs back on my brain I remember why I got necklaces from my travels to wear memories close to me, right above the heart
And hopefully no one will tear me and those same memories apart
May 2016 · 439
Nurse
NeroameeAlucard May 2016
I was in bad shape
One heck of a bill I just had to create
It's days like this I regret that I learned to tear up the park
In those 150 dollar roller blades
Anyway, I still had to get my bandages changed
After I got my teeth rearranged by that pipe
I really needed to get on with my life

So the nurse walked into my room, scissors in hand
I'm lying here prone and she has a sharp object, ain't life grand?
She cut my old bandages off, the wax peeling what little hair was left
I contained a scream that could've broken a treble clef

Remind me not to mess with this nurse
But thankfully, so thankfully I can vent through my verse
May 2016 · 3.1k
The ballad of the forest
NeroameeAlucard May 2016
The leaves crunch underneath
My bare feet that tread on a path
Strange, ubiquitous and unique
I looked up just in time to see
The eyes of the trees staring back at me
It was getting dark, I needed to find shelter quickly
Before I ended up in some giant cats stomach quickly

So i broke branches and bark and bound them together with the remains of parts from the crash
A plane brought me here, and thankfully the fire didn't last
I grabbed what I could, food, drinks, spare parts and some supplies
Hopefully, prayerfully these meager items would allow me to survive.

I didn't go too far away, as the crash was on the beach
So I stuck to the trees above the wreckage and   above most predators eager to dine on me...
May 2016 · 721
Losing Hope
NeroameeAlucard May 2016
Losing Hope
Isn't freedom
It's just another bond
Placed onto the soul
It may seem easy
To wallow in deep dank sorrow
But that will only break you faster
Truly, the greatest in human history
Rested, breathed away from the situation
But then fought right back against their trials
Or as cave Johnson put it, they demanded
To not stay down because of life, but to see and speak to life's management

So like I said, losing Hope isn't freedom
Losing Hope is another whip to the back
Remaining steadfast is freedom
Though your nights may be dark and your days be black
May 2016 · 595
Part time lover
NeroameeAlucard May 2016
Great it's late again and you've begun swimming through my head,
It's like I know you're gone but part of me won't let this stay dead
Aura, well that's what I nicknamed you anyway
Because your Aura spoke to me and changed me, from the day we met, that very first day
I was new to the group and you adopted me like a proud den mother
But in seemingly now time at all we were two crazies in love...

Two souls bound together by the crying of doves
You gave me my vigor back when I thought that it was gone,
You got me smiling again, after that was stretched thinner than a cheap thong
I looked into your eyes and saw something I may never see again,
A perfect storm, a part time lover, and a full time friend
May 2016 · 647
Lay over, lay under part 3
NeroameeAlucard May 2016
She bit her lip as I stared at her body
I'm a moral man, or at least I try but tonight I felt more corrupt than John Gotti,
I jumped on her, desire written on her lovely face,
And I kissed and caressed her body
Her grunts and low groans sounding even better than a hole with an ace

She was quite the tease all through the night,
She wanted to be in charge on this encounter
She pushed me up against the minibar
And rode me right there, rough and wet on the counter

Then I got up, if for a brief moment, and laid her doggy against the still running sink
We had *** so many times that night
The next morning I could barely think

And that's my story everyone,
The best layover, well lay under really that I've ever had
May 2016 · 614
Lay Over Lay under (Part 2)
NeroameeAlucard May 2016
Anyway,  we were here overnight so I checked into the airport hotel
I walked upstairs and cherry perfume I did smell
It was the same woman from the flight!
I tried not to stare with all my might!
It took all my willpower to walk into my room and get set to sleep for the night.

I had gotten in the shower and hear my door click
I turned the shower down, so I could hear outside
The sounds that hit my ears drove my ***** insane

She was in the room! I must've not closed the door all the way
And from the sounds of it she intended to stay.
So I got out of the shower, towel wrapped around my waist
I looked and saw her clothes strewn all over the place

"I saw you staring at me, what you thought I wouldn't notice?
"I love the attention, as I'm now sure you know this.
"I came here to have an affair, and you seem just my type. "
As if she couldn't be sexier, this drove me over the edge
She was someone else's lover? And she was laying here in my hotel room bed. ..
NeroameeAlucard May 2016
Hey I wrote this one, what'd ya think?

I was on the plane
I had my music on
Just people watching on the flight
I kept to myself,
Then she caught my eye.
She was on the flight, but escaped my sight apparently

I looked up and flashed a smile and I got one in return
The plane landed, and we got up to leave
But we received an unexpected announcement
There was a problem with the plane, so we'd have to stay here until the engine was pronounced fixed.

So I gathered my things and got out into the gate
There she was again, my eyes hypnotized as she walked by, my heart began to quake,
She was perfectly curvy, supple and understatedly ****.
It was crazy how she grabbed my lustful mind,
May 2016 · 639
The Raven
NeroameeAlucard May 2016
Forgive me sir Edgar Allen
Poe I must write this out because it's maddening
Me to no foreseeable end
I stand here, right noe, at ravens end.

I walked outside the chamber onto the Astral plane
And saw the thoughts, scribbles and pops that amounted in crowds insane
What was in my sight by no means plain
And I stood there, contemplating at ravens end.

An ebony bird flew onto my shoulder looking out at the subconscious murmurings gathered by the pink and gooey Boulder
He crowed loudly, silencing the ideas so I could speak
I shouted to them "FELLOW CITIZENS WE MUST OVER TAKE THE PEAK!"
"WE MUST SEARCH OUT AND RECLAIM WHAT MADE US UNIQUE!"
And the raven crowed again, it seemed as if it wished to speak.

Rousing the ideas were, and creativity flowed back into my head
Reactivating circutry that was once long dead
And outside the lab where I was laid to rest
A raven flew back home to his nest
He crowed loudly, so loud that one could hear what he had to say at the neighborhood store

And so I quote the raven... nevermore
My take on it
May 2016 · 787
Tequila Sunrise
NeroameeAlucard May 2016
I'd **** to be on the beach right now
No cares, no worries, sand gently blowing at my brow
Looking out at the clear blue sea
With an ice cold drink in the chair next to me
A tequila Sunrise would go well as the sun sets
Eyeballing the tanlines with slim to no regrets
Oh what I'd give to be on the beach right now
Gulls crowing overhead, the beauty of nature making me whisper quietly, wow.
May 2016 · 315
Apocalypse
NeroameeAlucard May 2016
My heart is an apocalypse
Empty
Dead and strange
Occasional signs of life
Constantly in strife
Fighting for survival in conditions so bitter
Although living in these conditions does create a kind of grit only found in wool sweaters

And to be honest I wish It was getting better
But it's not to be frank
My future seems to be like a sarcophagus, dark and dank
I wish I could find it in myself to love as much as stone cold Steve Austin drank

But My heart is an apocalypse
I can taste the tears on my lips
As you walk away
I can't see any reason that you would stay
May 2016 · 385
Drunken reminiscing
NeroameeAlucard May 2016
It feels like I've downed about 3 shots because it's illogical unlike spock to let you back unbridled in my head I thought we were dead we were one at one time but to go back there we would need to rotate earth the other way around the sun because what we had was Russian Roulette using a howitzer as the gun because when it was great it was unstoppable but I'd give anything to get rid of these forget me nots so I can finally find peace on this chapter now I'm no rapper but I had to get all this off my chest because these verses are both cursed and blessed I guess I could make a gesture toward sanity but I couldn't be normal for the rest of my life...
Freestyle
Apr 2016 · 327
If i feel better
NeroameeAlucard Apr 2016
If an end can be a beginning
And a beginning can be an end
Then I'm probably a rough corner
Too odd for life to bend
Stretch into conformity?
I hope that doesn't happen to me.
I owned my weirdness long ago
If you gave me drugs that would probably normalize me

So if I ever feel better, If I ever go outside when it's warm in a turtleneck sweater
Put a lyrical bullet through my brain
Because I'm far from normal, if you see me that way I've gone insane
Apr 2016 · 367
Discouraged (spoken? )
NeroameeAlucard Apr 2016
I guess I figured my life would be different I'd be on my own by now, I'd be self sufficient independent but that obviously isn't the case because I still occupy my parents space. I can't find a job though not through lack of looking, so I can't move out and start my train really moving

I keep feeling unacceptably inadequate to even exist any longer I keep asking myself "what am I doing?" Why am I still here? What in the hell went wrong? innocence feels so long ago and it does show how jaded and jarred and frostbitten and hard my heart has become of the years through the anger guitar playing and tears, and by my next birthday I might be drowning these feelings out Not in ink but in beer.

Or maybe I could finally get myself together and strike out alone a noble warrior finally having his own throne
You make me laugh imagination... maybe I need to get into my own zone
Apr 2016 · 686
Another birthday poem
NeroameeAlucard Apr 2016
It's exhausting feigning happiness
More energy efficient to show apathy
Especially in my case when you can end an otherwise normal birthday feeling crappily
I appreciate all the love and good wishes
And my friends that post jokes that leave me in stitches
But all the laughter, fond reminiscing and talking merrily
Can't do much to stop myself from looking inside and seeing nothing there, and feeling empty
All the drinks in the world can't cure this longing for something or someone
To kick-start my heart like motley crue, and help me find purpose under the sun
Apr 2016 · 520
A birthday poem
NeroameeAlucard Apr 2016
Well my sinuses are ******* me over
And my eyes are bloodshot and my brain is getting pretty close to dead
So I figured I'd write a birthday poem before I get some allergy medicine in my head

First I wanna thank God, and my family and friends
For putting up with me for two decades
Because I know that there were plenty of times
Where I could've ended up 6 feet under via the thoughts in mah head

Second I wanna thank all the people that read and support my writings
I wouldn't be half the writer that I am today
If you guys hadn't discovered me I would think to know what I'd do

So thank you all for reading this sappy piece, because I have a birthday to celebrate
So because I'm a portal fan, of course I'll  be eating pie, not cake
Apr 2016 · 356
Hats
NeroameeAlucard Apr 2016
Hats are funny
Some look dapper, some belong on a dummy
Some have a great upside, like a day that's sunny
But wait, this may sound funny
Why am I writing about hats, is there too much alcohol in my tummy?

Well hats to me aren't just accessories
They're an odd source of inspiration you see
When I'm stuck with writers block and it's slowly destroying me
I sit in my closet and put on a cap
Then the creative juices begin to flow through me :)
Apr 2016 · 306
East of Mars
NeroameeAlucard Apr 2016
About 6 blocks east of Mars
There's a heavenly body amongst the stars
And if you look very closely
It's identifiable mostly
It's obviously you, that cosmic wonder out in space
With galaxies comprising your eyes and supernovae making up your face

An interstellar beauty beyond compare
How I wish I could fly amidst the stars, and met you there
Apr 2016 · 408
I rang the bell
NeroameeAlucard Apr 2016
I rang the doorbell
Seeking entrance to the home
I heard footsteps walking to
But it seemed I was outside, alone.
The cold began to nip at my skin
My internal temperature began to drop
My heart began to beat fast
Why won't she answer the door
I'm outside freezing and my heads starting to spin

I'm outside your heart. ..please let me in
Apr 2016 · 463
A Symbol
NeroameeAlucard Apr 2016
A symbol of love
Of expression and individuality has passed on today
The purple one has gone on
to that heavenly Astral plane.
So many memories, that so many around the world
Have created including myself to his music, all I can say now is the greatest of thanks

Prince taught me that being different is sometimes what's best for the soul
That music can be blended within and without to break down the walls of culture and the barriers of hatred, brick by brick, hole by hole.

So thank you so much prince, for all that you've given the world.
You're an angel now, jamming with all of the lost ones up above.
A Tribute to a huge artistic influence on me, the one and only prince.
Apr 2016 · 406
If we date (Part 2)
NeroameeAlucard Apr 2016
If we date
Then I'll do all I can to create
Memories both physical and mental
And I'll do my best to make sure that
The status of my feelings isn't up for debate

If we date, please expect
That I'll ***** up, I'll make mistakes so often that it may cause blood to boil in your head.
But I'll do my damndest to make sure that you know
I'll do anything to make you happy, all I ask is that same level of love, respect, and dedication you show.
Apr 2016 · 754
If we date (part one)
NeroameeAlucard Apr 2016
If we date
You can't touch my phone
I like my privacy and if you can't respect that then honestly you can leave me the hell alone.
Why do people assume if I don't let you access my social networks and a my electronic devices
That I'm being unfaithful when left to my own devices? 

If we date
Then I'm going to have days when I'll spend time with my friends
Not because I don't like spending time with you but because I need space to breathe and rediscover those spaces in me that I haven't given to you
Apr 2016 · 426
It's just Graffiti
NeroameeAlucard Apr 2016
Some writing on a wall
That's all
Nothing to see here so you can just move along
Paint on concrete, or maybe even laden bricks
A ghetto magnum opus sending a message to those walking along, familiar with spray paint cans clicks

Just another death here, nothing to see here keep it moving
So many young ones die in my city, despite the lambasting and berating of various communities.
Another life cut tragically short

It's just....


How many times must we hear that phrase before we shove it back down their throats?
Apr 2016 · 477
Sand Castle
NeroameeAlucard Apr 2016
We're like sand castles
Glad to be built
In such a lovely place
Right by the salty tang of the sea
No one to bother
You or me
But when the water comes flowing
In and if we're built too close
Then we'll fall and crumble away
With the emotionless sea

But like a sand castle
If we're built properly
We can withstand the waves and crashes
Of the non forgiving sea
Apr 2016 · 242
Bleeding
NeroameeAlucard Apr 2016
I was bleeding
My essence falling to the ground
The life left my body
I didn't resist, I didn't make a sound

My heartbeat slowed, the light began to show up as I closed my eyes
And though I thought you simply an acquaintance
You turned out to a blessing in disguise

And though you didn't wipe all the tears from my eyes
And you couldnt patch up all of my cuts and bruises
You picked me up and kept me going
So never ever confuse this
Apr 2016 · 585
When I'm gone
NeroameeAlucard Apr 2016
Erasing the page
Of my final days
You may be dismayed
Or shocked at this display
Of emotion and regret
I'll be long gone when you understand this, I expect

I don't want you to regret
But I need you to forget
The tears that may fall
When the sun takes its final curtain call
When the ears can't hear and the mouth, the fragile mouth has said it all

See, even from death my writings can't be absolved
But I invite you dear friend, to watch me dissolve
So what do you think they'll say about us
When I'm gone?
Apr 2016 · 304
Cry
NeroameeAlucard Apr 2016
Cry
I'm not sure why
I thought of this rhyme
But in all fairness we must really learn
Again, how to cry

Some days it's just too much
We feel like a car trying to shift without a clutch
Sometimes even writing doesn't help me much

So if I'm in a deep enough rut
I'll not be ashamed, at least not much
To let my tears hit the pillow as my eyes redden and crust
And just spill my pent up feelings out into the open air, in front of no one
NeroameeAlucard Apr 2016
The world has no place for us
The creative, the introverted, it only accepts the best as that is its crutch
To depend on humanity's strange idea of perfection
Day in and day out, through both peace and times of insurrection
The awkward ones, the deep thinkers and the people that go by logic as well as the spirit
That speak their own truth onto the world until someone wises up and hears it.
The world has no place for you or me
To be an outsider, an outlandish freak seems to be our destiny.

The world has no place.... so we should do what we do best.... create.
NeroameeAlucard Apr 2016
A still image of a single memory
Unchanging, insultingly unwilling to age throughout the passage of time
And image that can be preserved long after one's  demise
And though occasionally  they can be edited and disguised
It's always fun to revisit  those lost times through your eyes

Clouded eyes of reason
Trailing and tracing through fogs of treason
Deranged thoughts spill in my head
Minds race and my sanity held by a thread
Smile and frown
Up and down
Hallucinations through creation
And creation through destruction
I'm a puppet on my society's string
I fear I'm no longer a human being
Apr 2016 · 555
Patriotism (part 1)
NeroameeAlucard Apr 2016
Patriotism these days is sonething of a damning schism
Because people think you're supposed to love your country blindly and not offer opinions or criticism
Now through this piece I might ruffle feathers and hairs I might split them
But i have a point to get a across so please listen

Now first let's address the problem of racism
It's been a long time coming but I've got a lot of thoughts to be written
First off, I'm all for being proud of your heritage and knowing your roots
And I'm all for knowing your family history and being proud like an army troop
But every time I hear someone say "the black panthers were racist" or "all lives matter" I really have to stop myself from ruining their day
The black panthers were a pro Black group in a time were thar term almost didn't exist
When being black was enough to get you killed by anyone who was a trigger happy half wit.
Secondly, you claim because they supported black power they were racist.
Well they advocated for black power when blacks had no power, and it's with ease I can say this.
Apr 2016 · 463
After Hours
NeroameeAlucard Apr 2016
It's rather late
For this kind of call isn't it?
Well I'm not one to look a Daft horse in the eye
So tell me, how wet is it?
Dripping you say?  You feel like it's about to burst from all the pressure?
Hold on for a little longer, I'll be over soon


Okay I'm Downstairs what's the status report?
It's sopping wet? Thank you for the free witty retort
I'm here, I've got my secret weapon in hand
I've got only one last question. ...

Where's the leak ma'am?
Apr 2016 · 577
Eagles
NeroameeAlucard Apr 2016
I love animals, especially birds of prey
And the eagle in particular is the one we'll discuss today
Majestic, wide wings and an almost regal personality
Seeing an eagle in flight is like watching your dreams turn into reality

Now, I didn't think of this solely for our heavily feathered friends
I thought of Eagles because someone reading this could think that the hard time they're in won't end.

Well, like an eagle, use the wind of the storm to carry yourself beyond the pain
We're all here for you, you're an eagle in all but name
Apr 2016 · 607
Corridors of time
NeroameeAlucard Apr 2016
It should be no surprise
That I felt inspired when I managed to find
Zeal's theme from Chrono Trigger,  Corridors of time
And as I began to ponder this rhyme
I thought "this piece of music is an excellent description of our lives"
Because truthfully, life is a corridor from birth to the grave
The end is inevitable, whether you were born again or unsaved
So I stare at the walls occasionally and at the past I look back
I smile at the memories given to me from days long past
And I March forward once again, and we should all do the same
Life for all is a corridor, the only difference between them is our name
Apr 2016 · 521
I'm a whore
NeroameeAlucard Apr 2016
I'm a love hungry *****.
There i admit it.
I'm owning up to it
Because this singleness while pleasant for a time is getting older than cheap gold

But I don't want lazy or incomplete love
I want the kind of love that fills my heart up to the point it runs over
the kind that just to make someone happy I'd dive from the cliffs of dover

The love that says "It's okay babe, I know you had a long day. Here I got you some arizona, I hope you feel okay"
The kind that knows when somethings wrong and how to back away

Basically I want to meet someone that'll show me why with others it didn't work out
And when I meet her (wherever she is) I hope there's no doubt
Apr 2016 · 355
Golden fields
NeroameeAlucard Apr 2016
Your hair fell down to your waist
Long and golden, my eyes had so much trouble digesting that much beauty beholden
You walked into that golden field and I drank in your features
I swear your soul could walk through the night and ward off several deadly creatures
The golden field shined just like your amazing mind
Someone on your level is just so hard to find
Mar 2016 · 369
The Back Porch
NeroameeAlucard Mar 2016
I couldn't sleep
The sandman must've been waylaid
So I got up and crept outside
And on the back porch I stayed
Looking out into the endless night sky
The stars blinking and twinkling
The night is so hauntingly beautiful, and it doesn't have to try
The moon hung low, shining into my heart
I said "You can shine to my chest at best, but my mind you cannot bless"
I smiled at the sky, and as I walked in I heard a deep breath of wind.
The door closed and night rain began to fall
A reflection of what goes on within
Mar 2016 · 316
Reflecting
NeroameeAlucard Mar 2016
You often reflect on your family
That much is true
But when it's all said and done
And the film of your life has cut to black
When heaven's chorus has begun
And you no longer need or lack
When the preacher says "They're in a much better place now"
And your coffin is in the grave
And the dirt is shoveled over

How will your family reflect on you, when death strikes like the king cobra?
Mar 2016 · 362
1000 words
NeroameeAlucard Mar 2016
A pictures worth a thousand words
The thought process is worth a million
A smile is a priceless sight
A genuine one more rare than a good Brazilian

Tears carry bottled up sadness
Running freely down a face
And laughter is a sign of joy
Represented by wrinkles in that same place

The soul can be squeezed out
After years of trial and frustration
Leaving a hollow shell that once was hopeful
Now just a shadow like representation

So if a picture is truly worth
A thousand words as they say
What is a human beings worth
As they kneel down to pray?
Mar 2016 · 415
Am i okay
NeroameeAlucard Mar 2016
Am I okay? No, but I'm going to say so anyway
Why?
Because I hate feeling weak, it's insufferable to my pride
So any major change or disappointment
I usually hide the emotions
And take the pain in stride


Am i okay?  No.
And I hate all the attention around me when sonething is wrong
I don't like people's spotlights on me
When I'm down for too long
If at all, I prefer to do my suffering in the dark

Because that's what really suits my often disappointed heart
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