It's just my heart beating, I still got a soul in me but I don't care to love anymore, just take my body and use it the way I ask you to. Place my on the bed and use me to the highest advantage, **** a feeling the moment, just kiss me where it hurts to numb the pain. Pretty girls don't cry we just ***** the pain away with another guy. How does he like it, because I can't find a care to tell you how much it taints me. This night is dry I feel gloomy and gold. Holding the higher power with the loss of gold medal. Da **** was I suppose to do? What was the movie script for how life was suppose to be? I leave for 2 seconds to come back deceived and love thrown away. I'ma hold these tears back out of existence, let our partnership sail off in the night under the stars. Let my body be fulfilled in the hands of my eternity love. With no promises of a better tomorrow. Just slow kisses signaling of a better us. Then you'll never have to worry about what we could've been in the now.
Peace~love~happier you!

I chilled upon the beach alone,
All my anger left on the devil's bridge,
My silence flowing in the wind,
My vibes sparkles just like the happy blue sea,
To be honest I don't want anyone here with besides me,
I never thought living in my head I would physically place my stamp here,
The moment where I'm love with my crazy mental,
How I can see my shells reflecting through the endless open heavenly blue sunny sky,
Is God holding a mirror for me to stare back at,
The happy being of myself worth is a killer to evil human hatred,
I can live bright and hot like my sun,
No human can empower my honor of me being me,
A queen learns to fall and rise again to conquer her palace,
I love this love evolving around each of us,
I feel waaaay up like a palm tree,
I feel blessed to be who I am and what I've created,
I hope I'll always feel like a new Friday

I choose how I want you tonight,
Naked with a full blown appetite, Let me demonstrate how you turn me into a bad gal,
Your bad gal made of honey,
Sweet rain drops sprinkle the ground,
And I let you and my tongue play around,
Why do we love as If we need to prove a point,
When I'm taking every bit of you that I barely can handle,
Please never stop even when I beg,
Your body is the only thing I want to taste forever,
Incredibly weak when your lips pressures' my prize,
You can take me anyway you fantasize,
But there's no cushion for your pushin,
I'm trouble bustin your pelvic bubble,
Daddy please give me all of you I beg,
You dive deeper than we could swim,
Chocolate melting under chocolate,
You make me quiver with like a prey eyed to be eaten,
My body struck paralyzed to move,
I watch you with tears developing,
It's too heavy to bare,
I can't take this anymore,
But I'm still urging for more you forcefully give,
All night I die over and over,
Taking multiple trips to heaven,
Hawt kisses with long persuasion of endless love stayed content,
We finally take a break catching the sunrise delight us,
It's too hot for us to be cuddling,
But your burning love is worth the sizzle for me.

I don't call the shots,
I am the ammunition to his rifle,
Shooting down barriers that try to block us from our foreign land,
They working for me to pay them attention,
But I'm too hypnotize watching him ****** me,
I'm a human disguise chocolate ******* vampire,
Feeling such a weak monster,
I bit him once,
Now I want him more,
He scoped me right under his spell,
So interlaced with his touch and his serene vibe,
I let him have me easily,
I'm so hot in this cold world,
And he's such a beast in this jungle,
No wonder he's the only king that exist in my third eye.

This was a twisted night,
I looked naughty at her sight,
He brought me a **** scrumptious babydoll,
Where I took her fully on demand,
Commanded us to kiss,
I felt her lips speak on mines wanting me to make her mine,
He watched us unravel into one of his prolonged fantasies,
In my mind I felt amoral,
But every part of me love the entertainment of pleasure we had,
The night aroma smelled like grapefruit,
And she tasted like a sugar cane,
Such a bittersweet moment,
Move baby move,
Slow baby slow,
She did by my every word,
I had to much control on her,
Like she was my little voluptuous puppet,
That night it should've last longer,
Her curvy body so addictive to hold,
Her heartbeat so quietly beating to match mine,
The way she looked at me as if I brought her back to life of happiness,
I noticed how she fell for me more than I care for her,
But I noticed how I fell for him more,
We made it clear how we felt that night,
He made it clear how he liked it,
Will I ever be the
same without her,
Or is it the two that finally makes me complete.

I don't talk much cuz,
Nobody hears me,
When nobody hears me,
They don't see me,
Ignored like a dead floating fish,
Nobody can save me,
Fine then I abruptly say to thyself,
***** every soul that I consider alive,
Away to anyone who blows a smile at me,
Excuse my behavior all of sudden...,
No!,
Excuse your behavior that I tolerated since my existence began,
Leave me be I need no help from trouble that caused effect,
Everyone be happy in your place of hell that you danced your way to,
I have no more hands to throw out,
I have no sympathy to deliver,
I lost love when I threw my heart away,
Along with burning my emotions into the atmosphere,
I walked away quietly rebalancing thyself somewhere near this beautiful island,
I will call home,
More than just sand,
More than waving waters at my feet,
Sweeter than cut coconuts juice with a pretty straw,
Calmer than the trees breezed in a restful evening,
Prettier than the morning sunrise til the heavenly sunset,
More rhythmic than dem girls hips sway to a reggae beat,
More deeper than a poetic revolutionary black brotha,
I know what I am,
What I like,
What fits me physically and emotionally,
What makes me smile even through the bad,
Who I love to the endless of time,
What's ok to accept and keep it moving,
I say less now because it's just cheap,
I rather work to earn what's owed to me,
Graciously and humbling to my soul,
I only live for me now,
For my own universe.

I never felt sicker like I was cancer it's self,
Two empty souls angry towards each other,
Battling to survive at they're own hand,
I just stare scared to death hoping nobody comes my way,
Being in the middle I can't decide who to protect,
And who I must go against,
She's afraid of his movements,
He's afraid of her actions,
I'm afraid I don't have anyone to hide behind,
At night I pray to thy king of human kind,
To make me oblivious to the evilness,
And slay them with kind,
But lately my body is leaning off a cliff,
And everyone's back is focused on me,
Now it's just me out here grinding with me,
I can feel hell approach at my feet,
Waving in my direction,
I never would've thought it would catch me,
Go through hell as my time was starting develop,
But now I can live lavishly in hell,
I've arrived without introducing myself,
But it's like they already knew me,
As if they were expecting me...

Come here baby,
I seen you standing by the dance floor,
Watching my hips wine heavy,
I feel your eyes beaming on my body,
Curves to be exact,
Hoping I don't curve your attraction,
Take a few shots to ease my mood,
You looking dangerous posing with your homies,
Are you enjoying my warm up,
These lights down low and neon lights running wild,
Keep sane I think to myself,
Just move a little closer to me,
Grab around my waist,
It's your baby,
I know you hungry for me,
Shh keep this a secret,
Nobody should know how I'm going devour every last bit of you tonight,
But after tonight this won't be the last of us.