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River Scott Aug 2016
It's been
1 month
730 hours
43800 minutes

Since I left
Since I walked away
Since I realized, that you,
were not what I wanted
that you didn't treat me
the way you should

I realized, happy
shouldn't be fleeting
shouldn't be just you and I
shouldn't be, just here and there

Now I'm alone
And I'm not sure that's any better.
Why can't I just let it go.
River Scott Mar 2016
i sit in my room
unpacking everything of my winter clothes
to begin to move out of the dorms for summer
and i have to stop

you can go months in your house safe
but after so long
your parents have to put you down
they have to remind you
that they don't believe in you

i cant help you
and i sit in my floor
on the verge of tears
because all i want to do
is remove the toxins
from your life
when your boyfriend has ****** parents, it gets to you some nights
River Scott Nov 2015
i stopped bleeding
bleeding the words
the feeling
i needed to write
and now
im bottled up inside

and i cant think anymore.

-r.y.s
I have to keep writing.
River Scott Jul 2015
There's something about
the feeling of your arms
and the way the hold me
but i don't get that anymore

-r.y.s
i will get them back eventually.
River Scott Jul 2015
panic
i hate the way i panic
i hate the way i think
and think,
think,
t
  h
     i
      n
        k
and think
because i can't control it
all i can do
is think.

-r.y.s
i had a bit of a mental breakdown last night/this morning.
River Scott Jul 2015
55 days
1,320 hours
79,200 seconds

all till I can be on my own.

-r.y.s
I turn 18 soon.
River Scott Jul 2015
i hate the burning
i hate the god awful shaking
i hate the way i feel
i hate being away from you.

-r.y.s
i miss you

sorry I was not home yesterday to post this
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