WARNING:
don't read this poem if you suffer from ADD, or merely hate long poems
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gave away 3 opportunities to a trusted someone,
a Persian poet carrying on a tradion
ask this poet of his unspeakables,
the open hidden,
received thrice, not nice, searching provocations, (idiot me),
inquiring of the souls interior chambers, where the fear to tread
is politely called in good company,
don’t go over to the dark side
questions of a thousand years, that got that way because
no one wants ever to be truly asked, and especially,
truly answer
but today's surrendering (the last of the three)
What gets you out of bed in the mornings
goes to the deadliest battlefields that millennially nourishes
and beats the blood of life
to feverish flooding that drowns you too close to real
death dangers
step to the step machine, lift the weights,
that cannot be lifted without a prayerful groan,
for surely surly poems cannot be, sleepy eyed ignored,
stepped over,
these muscle builders for the mind, these killing questions,
these ****** answers
Jeez Louise
if you are gonna ask me killer questions like this,
I may have to hide all the mirrors in the apartment,
with funereal linen cover-ups,^
and/or publish poems that actually
pay the rent (a drag)
to steal a phrase,
what a long story this poem could be,
especially,
for one-me routinely accused of being the
arch super-villain with ***** nails,
fighting the good cherubic angels of
brevity in poetry
delay, deflect, d'ignore the irrefutable,
snap, crackle and pop goes the body's ports and parts,
when first you self-deceive,
yeah yeah, alive, no jive, means
that still ya gotta get out of bed
by moonlight over Manhattan,
to deal with minute to minute trivia of lamentable suff
oh.
still here?
you actually want me to answer that question?
thought you were enjoying my evasive shadow boxing,
prefacing a smooth operation while escaping to north of the border
but lurking (always lurking) of late in the back of
the front of the left brain foot poetry orb, has been this word, variants thereof, saying
of me, write of me,
bless, (the) blessed, (with) blessings...
shocked? shocked?
yeah, me too.
on my mind when first we rise...
ah! counting your blessings no doubt...
now that's a thot, quite humorous, let's me count the ways
got your health?
well not really, left you hints aplenty...
peaces of mind?
sure, how many pieces you want to buy, we got 'em for sale
slightly used tarnished but organically reusable, from Whole Foods,
don’t be dumb
peace of mind can’t be store bought
No, I am not whining; I know what I got is good, but them **** poems that keep coming at night, like a fire engines flashing lights, a/k/a
them things that keep you up at night, are my habitués
but sometimes it takes months to finish a poem that
was mostly writ in a single flash
but bed born and dying
for there is no reality disclosable answer
get out of bed from
a ritualistic habit pointless
fear of living for nothing
great blessings, right?
to rinse and spit out our words of the
holy dark
for never seen the true light
supposedly that comes with you from the birth canal
(aren’t you sad you asked)
you see
I do not know
what gets
me
out of bed
in the morning
for I have been up all night
wondering why
I should
counting my seven days of mourning counting my blessings is a ******* curse
no more questions
^ look up sitting shiva
if want to see the other two, send me a private message