The end of what we have started.
We have't reached there yet
But it'll happen
sooner or later.
Let's pretend we never met
what would it be like.
who are we?
Do we feel the same?
It'll be different
Maybe boring.
We've created something bad
And whatever it is called
It is messing our heads up
Taking away all of our energy
Smashing our hearts.
This isn't what love looks like
This is something we started
And we never put an end to it.
Are we happy
We are not.
Always in a challenge
In a hurry to say goodbye
Before we end a conversation.
Always in doubt.
This isn't love
This is madness.

through words,
I heal my wounds
by completely exposing them

A quiet life
Yet loud in music
Not people voices.
The sound of trees
A soft wind cooling the hot sun,
The sound of you
Reading your thoughts aloud,
The sound of you breathing in peace,
The sound of you reading me a story.

A quiet life
With you around me
Filling the terrifying silence
That awakens me at night,
Keeping me busy
With your heartbeats
While we are in bed.

Looked up in a room
Hands tied
Drugged to sleep
Lost memories
Only the good memories
Lifted empty
I remember fragments of your face
I remember you touching my hair to sleep at night
I remember you waking me up in the middle of the night to drink water because I wake up voiceless
They took my memories
But I still remember you
You were the sun
I can't see the sun anymore

Drug me
Or get me wasted
Teach me all your bad habits
Inhale me the way you inhale a cigarette
Show me how it is done
In your way
And then, only then
Let me in

The way her bones glitter:
it is rather beautiful
The way she sines
The way she LIGHTS up this world around me
Inside each bone of her thousands of stars burning themselves to shine
To bring the hidden beauty out of her
She glitters everything around her