Musicgurl97

Musicgurl97 Jan 2014

They say it's all happening inside my head
that it's not real.
Maybe that's true.
But if it's all happening inside my head
how can I possibly escape it?

Musicgurl97 Jan 2014

im gonna fly

one of these days im gonna fly.
fly away from this small town with jocks who take life for granted.
fly away from the people who hurt me.
fly away from judgement.
fly away from disapproving stares at the grocery store.
fly away from my parents arguing.
fly away from my brother's drugs.
fly away from my too busy schedule.
fly away from stress, from obsession, from therapy.
fly away from all that is wrong-with me, with my family, with the world.
oh yes; one of these days you will watch this "tortured soul" fly.
and when im gliding you, i wont be flying.
ill be soaring. and all you will do is gaze, open-mouthed and amazed at the simplicity beneath my wings

Musicgurl97 Jan 2014

What I Hope For

I hope for a stable state of mind.
I hope for an eternal love.
I hope for people to understand and empathize with others.
I hope for the ones I love to succeed.
I hope for high schoolers to be more mature.
I hope for my family's security.
I hope for balance.
I hope for the little things to outweigh the grand.
I hope for everyone to appreciate the beauty of the world that surrounds them.
But most of all, I hope for people to have hope. To be optimistic. To want to live to see another day.

Musicgurl97 Jan 2014

Sometimes I Wonder...

Sometimes I wonder about the girl in the back of the class with the Hogwarts shirt who knows everything.
Sometimes I wonder about the shy, new boy who is slightly bigger than the rest of our Psych class.
Sometimes I wonder about the varsity soccer player with a little sister who is a newcomer.
Sometimes I wonder about how my math teacher and assistant director are dating.
Sometimes I wonder why the boy in my English class feels the need to argue everything.
Sometimes I wonder how the girls in my class do their makeup so precisely.
Sometimes I wonder what life would be like without my siblings.
Sometimes I wonder what I would do if my best friend died.
Sometimes I wonder what would happen if I died.
Sometimes I wonder about my future.
Sometimes I wonder how we're all connected without really being connected at all.

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