HA.....^~
IM NOT THA AVERAGE CHICK U COULDN'T HANDLE THIS U COULDN'T WALK A MILE LET ALONE WIT A SMILE ^~ U COULDN'T COMPREHEND WAT N WHERE I BEEN U COULDN'T UNDERSTAND NEVER NEEDED FRIENDS NOR MAN ALL I NEED GOD A SUM PRAYN HANDS....

Do you...
    Still think of me *** I'm not thier in arms reach do u dare
Do your.......
     Mind Still wonders where I am who am with do you even care
Do you ......
     Still love me
Do you .........
      Still care
Do you......
    Still want me
Do you ......
   Still love me as I Love u *** my love for you is never thru

take my now i beg of thee lay me down n let me b no more cryn no pain no more fightin just a peaceful place no more disappointing no more causn pain just take me now n let me b no more missin my lil shinesun n who she's turning out to b no more taking my will back  cuz urs will b done just take me among tha sun were i watch over them  not   hurtn them n making them n feel displaced take me were ill do more gud no sympathy no pitty please i lived life that u o so  gave to me so take my hand n guide me to tha a place were tha angles sing..........

SAVOR THA MOMENTS OF THIS DAI N HEAL THA WOUNDS OF YESTERDAY LINGER WHERE THA LILAC GROW TO SHARE A DREAM THA BLUE BIRDS KNOW ^~
REST AWHILE BESIDE A BROOK ITS SURELY WORTH A 2nd LOOK THA WAY U SPEND UR TYME TODAY DETERMINES WAT U TAKE WAY ^~SOW A SWED N SAY A PRAYER FOR GOD WILL BRING A HARVEST..... THERE.....SO  SAVOR THA MOMENTS OF THIS DAY B HEAL UR WOUNDS OF YESTERDAY....^_~

Seeking
Striving
Trying find where I should b
Where am I'm
As strive to find my place
Among the world I ask every day
Where am I needed
               TIL
1 day I hear these little voices saying
WE need you every day your needed here everyday in every way from ya uplifting words as we leave out for work
To the bag lunches with the lil notes
To ya ears which we burn holes  to ya heart that hold us tight
even when your tired & we worn  you get each & every morn sending us off hold us down being a  
            MOM.....
Never wonder where you are needed just *** we grown your always be needed❣ .....FOREVER

Behind his eyes  
Lies love caring  
Also hurt & tearing  
  
  
Behind his eyes  
Lyes greatness  
Well intend always goes  
Left *** he left.  
But some how no matter  
The trail my love for him grows  
As his dies it seems then his eyes show me the real thing  
Behind his eyes he can't hide those feels we share deep down inside .....  
  
He trys not to see behind my eyes *** he knows he feels we're connect deep down inside  
So I work on self & repent for my wrong *** when his LOOKN at me that's all he claims to see how could this be *** when I look at HE all I see is the love I have for thee none of his wrongs NEVER could shake my love ***  
Behind his eyes I know what lyes his love 4 me will NEVER die

BEHOLD
what's forever
EMBRACE it
What's real
LIVE it
LOVE it
With NO REGRETS
& Remember it's all POSSIBLE
*** of HIM.......
THANK U GOD

WHEN HIS LOVE FADE
& YOU NO LONGER MAKE HIM SMILE WHEN YA *** HAS NO APPEAL WHEN THE SITE OF YOU MAKES HIM MAD
BUT YA LOVE 4 HIM STILL STRONG HARD & FAST....

WHEN THE SOUND OF HIS VOICE STILL RESONATE GIVEN YOU BUTTERFLIES AS YA HEART ACHES


WHEN YA TEARS NEVER DRYED UP KNOWING HURTING HIM IS HURTUNG YOU BUT YA RAW EMOTIONS STILL SEND YOU INTO CRAZE FRENZY LOVE RAGE  CANT SEE YA LIFE WITHOUT HIM
MEANWHILE HE'S MOVED ON LEAVING YOU SADDEN TORN WORN & BLUE JUST TELL ME WHATS A GIRL TO DO

AS SHE THROW HER  HANDS TO THE SKY THANKN GOD FOR  A PEACE MIND  SHE SHED A TEAR FOR THOSE SHE LEAVE BHIDE ✌

THRU MY TEARS
Thru my tears I see oppression
Thru my tears I see Transgression
closed ignorant ratchet minded ENSLAVED   MENTALITY  my people traped in a world of material trendy matrix
Thru my tears I hide the wrath the wanting to shake them woke & make them see ur free so think FREE
Eyes open mind woke still I cry *** my ppl choke but stand in lines to look fly on social media doing the most but nothing important but brag & boast Instead of uplifting their slipping in to an ignorant blissful fallen under a spell being puppets plagued by ignorance of self lack knowledge the 2 biggest problems ❣❣❣ THEM telling you this is YA LIFE no my sista/brother this isn't ya road your FREE coupled with KNOWLEDGE of SELF  YOU B u'll SOAR ...FROM MARTINS "I HAVE OF DREAM".....To ROSA'S seat on the bus they fought they DIED for US 2 KNOW US