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Mr Quiet Aug 2019
Does it hurt? Loving someone you will never meet?
And i oop-
Mr Quiet Aug 2019
It all started to hit me, all those faded and unnoticed memories that I would have never thought would come back to my consciousness. Sometimes life could happen to you in a blink of an eye, in a glimmer of a star, in a flicker of a street light, and you wouldn't even have the time to comprehend it all.

Five years. Five long, outrageous, adventurous, painful and beautiful years of my life was spent in this place. A place that I never thought would eventually be calling home.

When I knew that in just a short amount of time I would leave my newly found home, newly found friends, there was a moment that all my emotions was crumpled together like a forming blackhole. It was one of the first times where I had absolutely no idea how I was feeling in me. Sadness, relief, happiness, anger, hollowness, it all felt the same to me.

It took me awhile to understand where I was in my life. I was in an intersection. An intersection between two different chapters, eras and paths of my life. I never thought that the day would come. But it did. And now I finally understand it all.

Thank you. To everyone I met, everyone I loved, everyone I hated. We'll meet again soon one day eventually, so just for right now, goodbye;
from a short film i made of the same title
Mr Quiet Aug 2019
Hold me tight
My memories.
Don't let go
Don't fade away.
Hold me close
Till infinity.
The ending feels so short.

But era's will begin and will end
Is it so bad to make it last
Last for eternity
I don't want you to let go of me

Hold me tight
My memories.
I won't let you fade away.
I'll make you last for infinity.
Even if I know I'm moving away.

Don't say your goodbyes to me
This is not the end
I will walk with all of you
One day again
Don't say goodbye
I know I will cry
One day we'll meet again

So goodbye for now.
Mr Quiet Aug 2019
Stuck in this train
We're hours away
From the memories we've yet to create
Stars form to collide
To expand
And to die
Here we are on this warm day

Do you wish to stay?
Do you miss the train?
Do you think we're made this way?

Time only moves and people are what changes
You shouldn't hold on to something if it has already faded
A form of writing can save you from all the emotions that you hated
And for that we found each other through all those empty pages

Do you wish to stay?
Do you miss his face?
Do you think we're made this way?

I feel homesick
Can't sleep
My pain away
I know you feel
The same way

Empty pages
We wrote
Our mistakes
Now i give it to you
My friend

Who knows
Maybe friendships
Transcends through lifetimes
I give you the back pages
Of Star Trek
To a friend who shared a part of her soul into the back pages of my book, our poetries are written in the depths of my heart in which I will never forget.
Mr Quiet Aug 2019
You make me happy everytime we're together
You are the reason why I smile everyday
You shine like a star eventhough I feel so dark

You light my way

I don't know what should I do without you
You are my song and melody
I'm scared you're going to leave me
I don't want to live without you

I know you'll never know how I feel cuz we're not more than friends
I would like to say "I love you" but I can't.
Mr Quiet Jul 2019
Hi. How are you? Are you still holding on well? We probably haven't spoken in quite a long time, well it depends on how long I've been keeping this note. Today is June 25, 2018 and surprisingly I haven't grown tired of you yet. Shocking though, I thought you were extremely annoying back then and yet now I cannot even imagine a day where you don't send me a message or a dank meme or especially a vine that I have yet to see. Pretty weird, right?

I'm writing this letter so that one day, in the vast future that scares both of us to death, I'll find it and give it to you as a hell of a throwback. Well there is a possibility that it could work... or I could totally forget about this note in a week and never see it again.

But for now, I'm just gonna say and ask a few things to you that I've been wondering alot lately. Are you actually fine now? You're the worst liar I know and that "i'm fine" crap that you keep blatantly saying to me is kinda making me worried. Are you still sending me those vines??? 'Cause if not then I'm probably going to miss out on alot of hidden references and that would be a disappointment. Are we still keeping that stupid pinky promise? I understand if one day you're going to break it, believe me I know how tough life can be sometimes, but I really hope whether you decide to keep it or not, you'll still wake up breathing and have something to live for, even just the tiniest bit of reason to live I hope you'll still have.

Are we even still even friends? It's strange to ask that because we're like super close at the moment and we're "bEsT FriEnDs" but I hope we still talk to each other alot when you read this. Do we still hang out in the cafeteria at the balcony? Am I still sitting on that same spot beside the door (****)?  How's your family? I hope things really do get better with all that's going on right now that I don't know in your life.

Welp this note is getting long so I'll end it with this. No matter what will happen in the future, I hope you read this and know that I care about you. I'll always be beside you and will always want to help you with whatever you're dealing with. I know I can be extremely annoying and who knows maybe I'll be abit clingy (i sure hope to god I won't) and will be a complete ******* to you and for that I'm so sorry. Istg if one day I'll be a bad person to you and not treat you like a human then I hope you beat my *** infinite amount of times 'cause I deserve that. Anyway, I hope non of that ever happens and that we'll still be friends and will still be talking to each other. Always remember that you are valid and loved and you're not who your anxieties tell you to be.

Your stupid filipino dude,
Found this in the deepest part of my closet as I was packing a few days before I leave Indonesia. Decided to post it here.
Mr Quiet Jul 2019
The inevitable end
Yet the endless beginning
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