MonkeyZazu

MonkeyZazu May 2015

the sky was crying
I could already tell she was lying
... why is this happening to me

earlier experiences omen the bad to come
but lately the bad's been so seldom
... I didn't want it to be

when it happen, I wasn't mad at you then
in all honesty, I wanted to be your friend
... pass anger your eyes couldn't see

in that moment, out of desperation
you made things worse by fogging the situation
... now no one will believe your plea

in the future, own up to what you've done
don't be dishonest and try to run
... the truth will set you free

Even though she holds the liability
Even though her actions and lying are making things hard for me
I still feel sorry for her.
Is that wrong?

#accident #car

MonkeyZazu May 2015

Poetry

pieces of soul
fragments of the greater whole
speaking through reflections of word.
so vast in its existence
so mysterious in its comprehension
how else could it be expressed
but through metaphor.

MonkeyZazu May 2015

Connection

Words flow for hours into the late night
I grow a little tired but it's all right,
for I'm not ready to depart.

As our words dance around one another
as we exchange ideas between each other,
I begin to see your heart.

You and I are not that different
even though there is some distance,
we are not that far apart.

My thoughts are very fond of yours
talking to you is not a chore,
I enjoyed you from the start.

You might wonder if I'm blind
but I assure you, I see just fine,
you're a beautiful piece of art.

<3

#feelings #connection

MonkeyZazu May 2015

Untitled

that punch to the heart
has me feeling dazed and confused
these stars I see are not the ones I want to remember
when thinking of you

MonkeyZazu Apr 2015

Outcry

I'm going to astral project
fly away and connect
to every lost soul
and do my best to
protect
them
Rescue them
from their horrors
and pain
from their nightmares
and shame
I'll do my best to ignite
spark their spirits
brighten up their lives
back to the light of life.
Yea
Not no more pain
just
learning to live a life
no longer in vain
Mm
don't run away
just stay with me
we'll endure it all together
just wait
patiently...

but
as each day goes by
life
continues to make me cry
how can I possibly
survive
I can't, so I guess
I just
die

**** THAT!
even if you die
I'll go through hell and back
to bring you back to life
surround your being with light
no more darkness will be left in sight...
so for now
just chill
be still
with me
we'll endure it all together
just wait
patiently

freestyle outcry of soul.
crying on the inside for my friends
contemplating dying...
Unable to be there in person
I'll be there in spirit.

Bring Me The Horizon - Can You Feel My Heart
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6AVRCQBc59w

MonkeyZazu Mar 2015

Dawn

Walking through this life of darkness
the only visible lights were
the stars that burn billions of miles away,
their clarity dependent upon
the number of thoughts clouding my skies.
Occasionally the moon would hint at a light just around the corner.
So, in that direction I walked,
in that direction I struggled,
never a %100 sure of it being the right way.
But right now the skies are becoming brighter with each step.
It seems dawn will soon be upon me.

#life #dawn

MonkeyZazu Feb 2015

Leap Year

Let's be like leap year.
Let's leap through time
leaving behind
all our agony and tears.
Let's head to a future
where surrounded by close peers
we could just be ourselves,
no longer filled with fear.
We'd do things our way.
No longer would we adhere
to a broken system and society
where things are never as they appear.
There would be no such ambiguity.
Things would be done in complete sincerity.
We would be the premier engineers
in this radical new frontier.
So, if your ready
let's leave this time behind
let's leap to a better future,
a future with a little more peace of mind.

#year #leap