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Kayden Fittini Apr 2015
Sometimes dont you feel alone
trapped in a program while living as a drone
systems trying to mark us in stone
just give us all the golden throne.
I hope I'm not all alone.

And now -
let's figure out whats fake or true
let's come together and prove we aren't fools
let's try to heal the affected bones
just show me I'm not all alone
please show me.


The goal is to drink the heavenly water
hell is hot but earth is even hotter
just show me the light -
but now hapiness, is far from sight
are we going backwards, or are we grown
i'm still hoping we're not all alone.

so let's just -
figure out whats fake or true
lets come together and prove we aren't fools
lets try to heal the affected bones
just show me I'm not all alone
come on show me!


I've now stepped into the wrong zone
our knowledge and powers need to be honed
we all hear the countless bad news
love and care will definitely heal our wounds
to throw away the artificial heart and the phone -
or to hold hands through the pain or the unknown.

*So now -
let's just figure out whats fake or true
let's come together and prove we aren't fools
let's try to heal the affected bones
just show me I'm not all alone
just show me!
Kayden Fittini Mar 2015
Look at my face and repeat your words.
Are you truly going to say that.
Looking surprised when I walk the other way.
Painfully trying to persuade me to stay.
I've heard it before.
Imagining the truth that I don't see...It hurts me to the core.
Saying my prayers, until the morning sun.
Swaying me from the right lane, while your having fun.
I see you for who you are.
The demons of hell whisper and pledge their alliance.
How to keep them at bay forces me to be in defiance.
Delivering the pressure in tons, as she smiles and tries.
I'm sorry but I'm programmed to remove the automatic lies.
Kayden Fittini Mar 2015
I stuck to my vows, but your morals died.
The story is deep, but I'm far from demoralized.
Who am I? Who are you?
Can you look inside.
You broke everything that you took of mine.
The realization captures a eureka moment.
Aspiring to conquer those arguments, like those Ancient Romans.
I should have never tried to drink your potions.
Your very agenda should be beneath the oceans.
Let's go back to the start, was she in my dreams.
Nightmares projecting larger than those silver screens.
As furious as she was she couldn't get her way.
Two steps ahead no..sweetie not today.
There was a time where I could have loved you more.
But your actions have helped me understand the score.
Fast forward me now, to help me open that door.
To help open that door.
Kayden Fittini Jun 2015
I was wondering in the fires for too long
I need the whispers of love to keep me strong
the mornings of waking up to an average day are behind me
strangers are watching as I made my depression flee
How does this feel?
Like a pleasant hallucination which eased my soul
an event that re birthed my essence to be whole
pretty pictures across my future resulting in hope
to one day reach my true potential as I look through a scope
no more holding back, no more following hollow thoughts
this agony shall never be able to keep me as it haunts
burning through layers of strength, showcasing a painful doom
and once my decision has been made to win, I've just conquered my tomb.
Kayden Fittini Apr 2015
The end has come while the rest wasent found.
Lurking truths have seeped into every sound.
The misery is loud.
Trying to wash the wounds from all my cuts.
It rises from the bottom of my guts.
Why was it not written to remain as love.
Looking for the answers beneath each cup.
Never knowing if it could have been.
This entire saga has been one bad dream.
Now I must keep walking into the abyss.
Will I ever find true bliss.
Missing each and every kiss.
The journey was bumpy to say the least.
The arguments generated an uneasy feast.
Creating constant agony as we never stayed happy.
A lonely path was written for me, this is still ******.
I thought I was in control.
Her words were strong in packs as they whispered to capture.
Did she realise that her weapon created the demolition of chapter.
Kayden Fittini Mar 2015
Follow the path your mind faintly presents.
Just feel your dreams and
project its meaning on the wall.
It's literally a matter of time until the dream will come to fruition.
And yet remain as a practical dreamer.
#dreams #aspirations #passion #practicalgoals
Kayden Fittini Apr 2015
We've been down this road again and again.
Dreaming with cold sweats, the pain is driving me insane.
My words have filtered the essence of authenticity.
This road has so many twists it appears so tricky.
Let me ease the sorrow by tomorrow.
By re-leaving all the stress.
No more trying to shine or to impress.
I do not know how to let these words out.
Can we please share dialogue, darling please don't shout.
Just hear my actions, and allow them to move your core.
Wearing a darkly tedious coat, our love is now bore.
Oh wait, do you believe all people should get another chance.
We've all been there and done that, trying to balance within the same stance.
It doesn't mean anything anymore.
I'm slowly loosing the one and only.
She looks at me now with empty eyes.
I look up on this evening.
Tonight revealed how the sky has become starry.
To be enlisted as I repeated constantly through this eternal sorry.
Kayden Fittini Apr 2016
As I walk through the land my Ancestors lay.
Blood fills the oceans, have we lead ourselves astray.
Seamlessly existing in an orchestrated plan.
Screaming false hope to countless souls responding ‘yes we can’.
All my concerns point to the future.
People’s attention being condensed, we’re living in torture.
Every aspect of what’s known has been taken.
Mind of a free man, will never stop until the agenda is shaken.
You think you see things, and yet your vision is impaired.
Get your eyes out of the tunnel scope.
Its okay you don’t have to be scared.
When you’ve accomplished, your soul fills with certainty.
That your influence is there, along with all the hope in the world you see.
Constant struggles, we bleed for our fellow brothers and sisters.
I could be walking with potentials, let me wash away my blisters.
Strength in numbers and we can be as tall as mountains.
Let’s all walk as one, towards the everlasting fountains.
Kayden Fittini May 2015
They walk with no food or water
so many have lived without a father
their eyes breathe out purity
glazed over by an on going agony.

If you could only see
that we should all make a decree
just study the pain of others
let's bind together and become the earths final wonder.


Can we dress our children with hopeful goals
show them the right from wrong
just believe in this promising song
this war has gone on for too long.

*So If you could only see
that we should all make a decree
just study the pain of others
let's bind together and become the earths final wonder.
Kayden Fittini May 2015
I should have put my focus on you
I stayed unaware without a clue
You've been always there
when I was wrong you rose above
Always by my side even when it was rough
So in the name of us please forgive me my love.

Fighting with you as I knew it's pain
In the meantime you tried to restrain
My heart is now heavy with shame
In this instance you are not to blame
Always by my side even when it was rough
So in the name of us please forgive me my love.

Now to do you right is a worthy adventure
A smile you provide is a wonderful cure
To not make you cry
Instead to aid your joy to fly
I should have loved you better
I should have tried to paint you a heavenly weather
Always by my side even when it was rough
So in the name of us please forgive me my love.
Kayden Fittini Apr 2015
Looking out into the blistering night
further my travel to reach a mystic height
why can't i get there yet?
the distance increased when i misplaced my steps
why can't i just get there?
across the glaring beam of the central star
my journey to meet my love feels so far
i try to avoid the malignant zone
oh... But i'm soon to find my home.

I need to touch her shoulder
these many nights have been getting colder
oh lord all i wanted was to just hold her
through the months of walking
my wishes stem from contantly hoping
i still avoid the menacing zone
oh... But i'm soon to find my way home.

It's true that if i do not give up the fighting
i will prevail to witness my dream sighting -
of a woman that i glorify as my queen
a soul that has cared through my days of being green
will i now make it?
who knows, but this trip feels like i've walked to Rome
i see her, standing within Zion now i've finally found my home!
Kayden Fittini May 2015
Helpless is how I feel inside
my words fall into countless hollow places
how do I explain my heart as it collides and faces -
your smile which opens new doors
through your kind words I feel all the cures
now I don't know what to say.
Shall I try this...

The love from your heart spills into my sadness
your sweet smelling self evokes my happiness
it searches and finds -
my symphonic truth!
rising above any obstacle shaping the highest length
as it developes into a wonderous fragrant strength.


Derived from the bottom of the earth's power -
is the true embrocher to eat so we can be forever
let's join to become ONE!
your smile still opens new doors
through your kind words I feel all the cures
now I know what to say!
Allow me to try this...

*The love from your heart spills into my sadness
your sweet smelling self evokes my happiness
it continues searching and finding
rising above any obstacle shaping the highest length -
as it developes into a wonderous fragrant strength!
Kayden Fittini Mar 2015
THE COSMOS IS EXPANDING MIMICKING MY LOVE
AS IT LASTS THROUGH TIME, NEVER LOOSING THE ORIGIN
OF WHERE  IT ORIGINATED.  TRAPPED AMONG ALL POSSIBILITIES,
ALTHOUGH THERE ARE BLACK HOLES, AND YET OUR BOND ILLUMINATES THE DARKEST CORNERS OF SPACE.
Kayden Fittini Apr 2015
The walls of this room looks filthy -

Desire falls on the lap of thirteen;
While howling travels across the air.

(No arrows are left to spare.)

The war has ended in malice --
and now jurisdiction has sectioned off solace.
A mad man runs havoc on the streets.

(So Let me say.)

How....Did we do this.
Can someone help here.
The pain is so ever near.
So why...Do I
breath here.
The air is thick right here.
Oh...Here.

(Continue the curtain which covers our mistakes.)

Please give us that eternal bliss--
Or allow me to shake it off.
Terrible lies inflict a giant loss.

(So I must repeat to say.)

How....Did we do this.
Can someone help here.
The pain is so ever near.
So why...Do I
breath here.
The air is thick right here.
Oh right here.

Please show some mercy, amongst all the heartache.
Even all the stars ache.
Planets have eroded.
Plants have all of sudden folded.

(Please allow me to say this!)

So how....Did we do this.
Can someone help here.
The pain is so ever near.
So why...Do I
breath here.
The air is thick right here.
Oh right here.

Please have some mercy!
Kayden Fittini Mar 2015
Leave me to my melancholia, will I ever make it.
The only saving grace is no longer lit.
Tonight will be impossible to survive.
The moments we've shared will help revive.
The elements were against me for so many nights.
It's however this night we meet.
Butterflies are leading a large fleet.
With ultimate sacrifices made before each start.
Can you imagine a goodbye after I depart.
It's a brighter picture that fulfills my heart.
Kayden Fittini Apr 2015
I thought I was ready -
My heart has left me.
Could it be I see you there?

My eyes deceive me here,
And I never fear the light
Shining bright.

You were so right -

And everytime I feel impaired
I think about all the times that were shared
As I told you twice

Stars have shown that we are ONE -

It is Our Time!
Kayden Fittini Mar 2015
A bond that is connected by an
understanding nobody can sever.
A lifetime can go by but our souls
would go on to meet, through time
while still loving each other.
A tremendous gift given as we gear up
for our Odyssey.
#love #timetravel #bond #connection #soulmates #poem #poetry
Kayden Fittini Apr 2015
Graceful curve of the flower enriched with mystery
melting away any bubbling misery
walking towards the beauty.

(I'm looking to pull this special flower today.)

Wait shall I praise the wonderous bloom
with fragrant colors infused within me soon
something to admire on a daily
choosing between multiple types that look equally lovely.

(I just want to love you.)

The vanilla scent which never fades
you rose from a bed of vibrant shades
to hold and caress -
in your walk stems artistic introduction
keep me within your symmetrical seduction

And in your radiance glimmers across the horizon and seas
its in your nature to please while you tease -
but i cant lie, your approach continues with ease.
to compare your style with nature only makes sense.
how lucky can one be to build a connection that's so intense!

*I pluck the fascinating petals of an orchid.
Kayden Fittini May 2015
She couldn't even fathom the words
frozen spirits have now revealed the rule of thirds
who is by her side, no one?
who is walking by?
she rose from the ashes
as the lord of the skies
in the heat her body quivers
whispers of evil now driven
pulling from all corners -
while answers left given
trusting choices that create destruction -
leads to an undeniable entry, yeah
she kept a brave face through the pain, she'll never break
believe me when I say if there's will there's a way
she is trying to find herself through the misty gloom
every step pulling her back, further from the truth.

*The sacred bird has now awoken
the lies deliver anxious nerves but they've now spoken
the curve of her wings lifted as it waves and mimics
the creature is now present as the sacred phoenix!
Kayden Fittini Mar 2015
Finally found what was missing -

My heart poisoned by the greed;
I wake up each day and fight
To sustain my conquered fears.

(Stepping into the risk sets me free.)

Now, my wings have mended -
Can I soar above?
Feeling like the drips are hurting;

I'm shivering due to the drops
Equating into a wave that killed the crops.
Sit and just relax -

This water may wash the pain
Or maybe you should be
Sheltered from the **** rain.
Kayden Fittini Apr 2015
Towards the surface remain my concerns.
The sun will shine on all my problems.
Entering my mind in a state of stillness.
As powerful as that might be.
Will it set my fidgeting free.
It's time to leave that all behind.
Searching to find the wondrous grape vine.
To eat with the acknowledgment of peace and happiness.
The water is in harmony to the song of the whales.
To sink deep naturally without any fails.
I wish I could hug it even though it flows around me.
From the cosmos I must shine through my enlightened chi.
Lifted from all the negativity.
I've found what rescues and saves.
The voices travel with the wind and aids the singing waves.
Kayden Fittini Mar 2015
Time waits for no man or woman.
My mortality is ticking faster than I can fathom.
The population is sinking deeper into mindless souls.
Why can't I walk while breathing air filled with free particles.
Too many prices slapped on every arm.
We walk as zombies...don't you see the harm.
Every soul is born as an artist.
Some how through the years we forgot our canvas.
Shadow has fallen on innocent shoulders.
Monetizing currency while it remains a myth
Can you hear that rumbling thunder.
Bewildering truths were always hidden and buried six feet under.
Kayden Fittini Apr 2015
I was lost in the grief
to be struck by the unforgiving belief,
i mask my melancholy in all things bogus
while trying to remain in focus,
the danger of my soul is near
i must not give in to the fear,
it will only linger,
now promises lay hindered
shaping an unwanted denial.

wish the pain would just let me go
the sadness just keeps trying to grow
forsaken to live a path,
one where i'm so lonely.

How does it feel to be far from comfort
endurance falling short so am i done for,
i migrate somewhere to sit and think,
all thats confusing twirls me as i sink
deeper into more sorrow,
will i still be bleeding tomorrow.

I wish the pain would just let me go
the sadness just keeps trying to grow
forsaken to live a path,
one where i'm living so lonely!

The journey is solitarious....
Kayden Fittini Apr 2015
I wish to go home were I'm protected from life's downfalls.
To journey across the seven seas
While I'm in sadness counting all my flaws.
The weight of the planet's heartache and harm is bleeding.
Angels smile down as the demons look up, while plotting and feeding.
Dreaming every night of this place.
One could only pray of such a heavenly space.
We must work for it, put all this turmoil aside.
Lift our chests up and remember we have pride.
No matter what time it is, I'm willing to fight against the fire.
Vampires exist mind you they prey on our souls, this hour is dyer.
Lets build a new empire.
One that represents the human kind.
Lets all be kind
To one another, without jealousy or lies.
Shady plans as they whisper behind your back.
The love they show on the outside means jack.
Allow me to return to the vision seen.
A wonderful ground surrounded by nature and a useful team.
Imagine if every person just experienced the spark.
Point the bright torch at the furthest wall, its a bit too dark.
I see it in the distance.
Look at the state of the world.
Turn their money into power for our resistance.
pledge your allegiance to the mighty fight.
So we can all one day reach the land of the light.
Kayden Fittini Apr 2015
some of us live for our families
others live to be above their enemies,
freedom means we are kept to make our own decisions
the battle to live is still in question,
so i ask, what do we live for?

Could it be because we'd rather appreciate our god given rights
or to try to survive each and everyday and win fights
smile while you can, and push through today,
and worry about the future later
who will come down and take the role as our saviour?
the battle to win is still in question,
so i ask, what do we live for?

Is it the religous beliefs we are taught to abide by
or to keep our children giggling so they forget to cry
either way, the bliss is found amongst the above situation
will we all sustain a level of understanding and compassion
is it in belief or kindess,
we are all here for each other to eliminate loneliness
so the battle to win is still in question,
so i ask, what do we live for?

It might take a century for us to pick up the sword
its not something that needs to be kept on a score board,
is it the pain we all surcome to
i'm thinking its the mistakes we dont learn from that is true
so could it be that we are all modified to lack and forsee
or are we stored to never recognize that we need to be
i think its us to think and set our minds free
so the final war is still in question,
so i humbly ask, what do we live for?

who and what do we live for? To answer that question, is like looking through an everlasting bottom of a well...

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