I am hopeless.

stuck.

between love and lust.

And you

are the object of my desires.

sadness, my dear

I cry these tears

only for you.

Our bodies

intertwined

in a dance of sin.

Your words

entice me

as the drugs

and alcohol

begin to kick in.

My mind

is your playground.

My body,

is yours to break down.

I am falling

but you

are always there to catch me.

Forgive me im just human
i did things, made you mad
but why with the words you curse me
its just one thing i did and you hate me?
you judge me on one bad thing
and remove all the good in me
like a white being stained with black
that there is no way i could go back
you tell me you are right but no you are not
hurting me with one thing i regret
is something i wont forget
so remember this i say to you
just remember the good things i did for you
for in case you are in my place
you would think i should have talk to and not shout at your face.

Knowing the past
Living in the present
Hoping in the future

Growing from the past
Giving in the present
Creating the future

Learning from the past
Acting in the present
Preparing for the future

Everyone is so obsessed with
      trying to find Sanity
While I'm just keeping to myself,
      praying not to ever be.

The Sanity that you all want and yearn for and desire
Is nothing more than living in a world engulfed in **Fire