My skin was once a muted gold
from years of
lying in fields of
welcoming poppy.
I aged without aging and
discovered foreign land without conquest.
My face, then, grew as old
as Sumerian celebrations of health,
when the joy plant was sacred
in its use for sedation.
I slept without sleeping and
dreamed of eventual rest.
My bones, then, began to point to
a future unimagined.
I whittled them in winter and
did nothing more.
My insides, then, began to bleed and
I continued to rot
for the sake of rotting.
Listen to your liver when
she rejects what you could not.