She gave everything;
to the one who lives miles away.
She took everything;
from the one who lives near.

She is light;
to the one who likes the darkness.
She is dark;
to the one who likes her spark.

She played along;
with the one who always wins.
She won;
against the one who can't see her lose.

She fell in love;
with the one that never tried.
She fell in hate;
with the one that never lied.

Her heart is warm;
for the one who don't care.
Her heart is cold;
for the one who is always there.

no one is ready to come close,
everyone is afraid of getting hurt.
deep down, no one knows what they want
yet everyone is trying to wash away the dirt.

no one is ready to climb your walls,
everyone is afraid of falling down.
deep down, no one knows how to reach
yet everyone is trying to win the crown.

no one is ready to accept who you are,
everyone is afraid of what might they see.
deep down, no one knows what to show
yet everyone is trying to perceive what they believe.

sometimes you want to stay
and love them till they feel it.
sometimes you want to leave
and hurt them till they feel it.

sometimes you want to lie
so they won’t say goodbye.
sometimes you want to die
so they don’t have to try.

sometimes you want to wait
even though they won’t reach.
sometimes you want to run away,
afraid of the lessons they would teach.

around you I feel so different
like I am in another dimension,
but nowhere to look and go,
just lost and waiting to be loved.

around you I feel so high
like I am on several drugs,
but not hallucinating,
only dreaming of you.

around you I have tangled thoughts
like if I would speak and won’t stop,
but cannot say it to you cause’
nothing is going to change, you know?

if you think writing about you
makes you the one in power
then you are so wrong cause'
you are just another piece
of my unsung song.

if you think leaving you
makes me constantly sad,
then you are so wrong cause'
you are just another story
that I left unsaid.

will you hold on to me
even if I won't be around?
will you listen to my voice  
even if I won't make a sound?

will you still love me
when I won't be so lovable?
will you still reach out
when I won't be reachable?

will you even miss me
if I won't ever call?
will you try to find me
when I won't like to be found?

will you still save me
when I won't like to be saved?
will you still fix my pieces
if I won't be that brave?

reached to a point
where I don't know
who is real or fake.