Unreasonable anger shows
they are only scared and hurt.
And if it happens quite often,
then you need to stay alert.

Low self esteem shows
they need attention, not love.
And if it happens quite often,
then you need to stay above.

Insecurities show
trauma in their past.
And if they get louder,
then you need to run fast.

—-Poetry by Paras.

Wondering what should I say, cause’
it feels like, there’s nothing to see through.
Wondering what should I write, cause’
it feels like, the words have left me too.

Wondering where to begin from, cause’
it feels like, in the end there’s nothing new.
Wondering whom to look up to, cause’
it feels like, I am leaving everyone I knew.

Wondering if I should stay or leave, cause’
it feels like, nothing would make me wise.
Wondering whom to trust now, cause’
it feels like, eyes are only filled with lies.

—-Poetry by Paras.

Fall in love with souls,
not just pretty faces.
Fall in love with whole,
not just good phases.

Fall in love with scars,
not just what you can see.
Fall in love with battles,
not just greatest victories.

Fall in love with all,
fall in love with me.
Climb up the walls
that’s where I’d be.

—-Poetry by Paras

I miss you
like people miss peace
when they are at war.

I miss you
like people miss summer
when it’s too cold.

I miss you
like people miss comfort
when they are in pain.

I miss you
like people miss that
one friend who has gone.

I miss you
more than you can think,
the more times your eyes can blink,
and more than you will ever know.

—-Poetry by Paras.

Breaking doors that got jammed
so I can just run away to be free.
Today I’m letting go of who I was
to become who I really would be.

Leaving the past into places unknown
where my memories would never crawl.
Climbing high walls that are not my own
in the only hope that I would never fall.

Fighting demons every now and then,
hoping they would die and rest in peace.
Trying to win battles just from my pen,
only then I would find my real release.

Yesterday,
you came into my dream
and told me; you would reach out to me.
Among the stars I could hear you scream,
that you would come down and see me.

Today,
I woke up with a heavy heart
and felt all the pain you ever gave me.
You never met when you had the chance,
please don’t come back only to break me.

Tomorrow,
I have to live my life normally,
feeling fine about everything in my life.
Among the stars you never heard me once
even when you knew it was my last call.

—-Poetry by Paras.

Broken friendships are hard to fix
when the distance only gets longer.
I used to have a best-friend
who have become a stranger.

Broken friendships are hard to fix
when only silence speaks it all.
I used to have a best-friend
who did not even care to call.

Broken friendships are hard to fix
when priorities aren’t in equal proportion.
I used to have a best-friend
who thought of me as an option.

Broken friendships are hard to fix
when your everything is hurt.
I used to have a best-friend
who crushed me in the dirt.

Broken friendships are hard to fix
when you get tears while writing this.
I used to have a best-friend
the only thing in life that I would ever miss.

—-Poetry by Paras.