I am free.
Free to smile,
At whatever makes me smile,
Free to dance,
Whenever I want to dance,
Free to sing,
Wherever I want to sing,
Free to run,
However far I want,
Free to love,
Whoever warms my heart,
Free to be,
The person I am for no reason,
Other than that it is who I am,
That it is who I will always be,
And that it is the one thing I don't need to explain:
Me

I can't
         Throw away
                      Unwanted thoughts,
             And
I can't
           Live with them
                                    Either.

Love lives within you,
Its your job to accept it.

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I never let society bring me down six feet under ground.
I've never always walked around
with this frown until a great friend of mine left their own life, me, and their town.
So I went on home bound,
because i couldn't deal with the sounds
of what my head had been telling me.
I even tried coming up for air but it's like it's drowning me.
Keeping me under making my hopes low because things will happen and won't go as you planned them to go, i already know.
I'm farther down than a sea bed.
And so
Anyone, just please get these ******* thoughts out of my head.

I'm not exactly happy right now
But I'm not exactly crying
And I'm not exactly living right now
But I'm not well on my way to dying
And people collectively are not exactly good
But neither are they bad
And it's been a while since I've stood
But I'm not sitting down sad
Because I am not defined by one action
We are constantly changing, growing,
Into who we need to be
We are not one moment of pain or satisfaction
We simply are and I am, and knowing
Knowing that keeps me free

She doesn't know.
She can't see what they are doing to her
They use her for their games and tricks
They don't care that hearts are in the mix
Bodies against bodies
No one knows where to start or where to end
But I'll try to mend
Her broken heart