I remember the day you told me to leave
I remember how your eyes shined with tears
As if
You were doing this for me
I still feel
Every piece of my heart
You broke
Shattered
With the simple words
You used to make me feel like I was on top of the world
We could with stand anything
Now you can stand to look at me
I remembered when you kissed my scars and convinced me I was still beautiful
I remember the night you made me lay down my fears
I remember everything about you
How my heart would soar
When you held my hand
I remember how I tried to takeaway
Everything you had ever given me
Like it was possible to remove
The heart beating from my chest
And yet you said you would never leave me
You said you would never lie to me
I still remember everything
Every touch
Kiss
Whisper
Because some how you made feel like I was worth it
Like I could fly
I leave my heart closed off
There is nothing but hollow ground where you once walked
The field where we once planted our flowers
Is now barren
You were my sun moon and stars
And I am still trying to
Recover the walls I built
You knocked them down only to
Leave me exposed to my demons
Its funny how
You said you would never leave
But now you’re gone
And I can’t breathe
Because you words haunt me
I still feel your touch
I still feel
Everything

Pressure builds
Hearts Race
Your mind is numb
to everything
around you
Can't Breath
Run
Run
**RUN

dreams crumple
hearts break
Its a wonder anything lasts
I would give anything
to see the light in your eyes
to feel the heat of your skin
to tell you
you are not alone
show you
its ok to be
different
the light
is gone from my world
like the breath from your lungs
good-bye

everything isn't always the way it seems
she not always been mean
life made her this way
she fights everyday
takes pills to numb the pain
kills her lungs to quiet the voices
no one believes her
no one can see her
she is just a product of this generation
where is ok to pick on the queer girl
and instill fear in her heart
she will always be afraid
she will never be
she will never be
she will never be
she will never be
she will never
she will
She will be everything she ever dreamed of and more