Looking up
at the sky.
Listening to seagulls
flying by.

Feel the sand
beneath your feet.
Let yourself relax
Fall into sleep.

Smell the ocean
Beautiful and infinite.
Wishful dreams
of swimming in it

Taste the rays
of a sun gone by
as you lie there
no longer alive.

You doubted me
you laughed at me
claimed that I never could be

A man of worth
A man of values
someone who would amount to anything

But I'll prove you wrong
I will get along
I will be a man worthy of song

Creepy and weird
that's all I ever hear
I smile at you through the insults
acknowledging you as a human being

For you could never understand the depths of my being
The love and affection for the world
My niceties being taken as hostilities
Being taken as perversions of what they really are

So I smile and laugh, day by day
never letting my true self
see the light of day

for no one could understand
what it means to me
to be a man

Wandering the streets,
the road which none meets
the moon my light
my feet guiding me through the night
The stars are my guide
as i am along for the ride
the ride that is life
pushing through the madness
coming out, achieving happiness
As you near the end
you'll know that just around the bend
where your anger dissipates
you will be free to assimilate
the happiness around you
that the stars have guided you to

He crawls, he falls, then crawls again
Only with purpose can he truly begin.

He struggles to kneel, struggle to feel
The beauty of life, but under life's heel.

He struggles to stand, foot and knee planted on land
He strains against the weight, he begins to understand.

He pushes against life's heel, pushing and pushing, daring to feel
He rises to his feet, overcoming life's hollow heel.

He opens his eyes, taking in the deep blue sky
He straightens his body, not yet trusting his eyes
He takes a deep breath, and lets out a sigh.

His eyes did not lie, he laughed and he cried
For he was finally free, and his heart swelled with pride.

He set out that night, guided by a full moons light
For nothing could stop him, he found his purpose in life.

Squank where did you go

I'm right here jesskimo

Where did we go

No one shall ever know

We run down the street with our hands up high

We don't care we just want to fly

Don"t think about it for too long

All we want is to get along

Nightmares
Night scares
Make me more aware

In the dead of night
When my soul is full of fright
Tell me why my face is white

Whats that noise?
A bell tolling
Could it be for me

Now I'm falling
Into the dark
Will I hit?

Wake up with a start
Breath is quick
Eyes start to dart

Thank god its just a dream
That's when I start to scream
For the dream is a reality
And it is never what it seems