It seems as if the grains of sand have passed,
so slowly through the hour glass,
yet here we are.

So far from our perfect moment in time.

Through passing seasons, of anger and pain,
of all questions that still remain,
the one that grips my soul the tightest, i ask.


If time truly heals all wounds,
why does my heart still bleed.......

Gazing  upwards...
Admiring the beauty,
The canvas of darkness...the the celestial wonders.
The stars, strewn throughout the night sky.
Shining so brightly,
Like so many souls radiating their joy throughout the Heavens.

Now I Lay Me Down to Sleep

As i close my eyes...
A gentle calm encompasses me.
Thoughts begin to focus,
My heart begins to fill,
My spirit prepares for flight,
Soon...soon my love...we will be united...

Now I Lay Me Down To Sleep

And in an instant...the shackles release...
The fetters of this earthly existence.. loosed,
We are free...we are free...
The pain of this realm no more,
We will be united...

Now I Lay Me down To Sleep

Soaring ever higher...
Burning off the remnants of this terrestrial plain,
The transformation begins,
The infusion...
Peace...Happiness...Joy,
Not long now, we have almost arrived.

Now I Lay Me Down To Sleep

And then i see you...
I feel you...like never before, i feel you,
Your Beauty...your Love...
All that is you...
I grasp your outstretched hand...tonight we are together,
Our journey for Happiness a success...

Now I lay Me Down To Sleep....I pray the Lord Our souls to keep...
I pray that we always be allowed our dreams...where we can be together...
Forever...

Spawn from the darkness
with venomous tongue,
spewing mystery, enchantment, delight.

Lurker of shadows
destroyer of dreams,
coward weaving your lies in the night.

A desolate heart
a lost, wounded soul,
your dark radar sensing new prey.

Debauched voice crying out
come to me, i'll set you free,
another soul murdered this day.

Coward of the shadows
cloaked in deceit,
always outside of their sight.

Honesty torments you
truth your opposer,
your demise awaits in the light.

Stumbling.. wandering through the darkness .. alone,
grasping for something.. anything,
reaching out, longing for someone.
Bitter cold.. all encompassing.
A soul afraid.. crying out in the night.

True beauty,
scarred.. hidden by the sufferings of the past,
a heart soiled, a spirit fractured.
The emptiness,
the need to be...

a mask.

Here i am.. look at me,
hold me.. love me.. want me.
A brief respite,
a moments relief from the pain,
suddenly, the mask shatters.. the peace no more.

Continuing.. so tired,
one shatters.. another replaces,
the never ending facade.
True Joy.. Happiness.. Peace,
always at a distance, forever out of reach...

When hiding ...
**Behind The MASK.

For just a brief instant
i felt as if i were lost
wandering aimlessly
a place so cold.. so dark and unfamiliar
the chill piercing my bones.

Off in the distance.. i saw you
alone and afraid
i called out to you
tried to run to you.. to no avail
then suddenly.. my heart felt your pain.

And my soul shed a tear...

In an instant you were gone
i had lost you once again.

And i shed a tear...

So dark the places one thought can carry us
a brief silence seems never ending
a void.. true emptiness of heart and soul.

But even the darkness cannot stop the light of truth...

Without you.. i truly would be
Lost...


Forever with me.. even in absence
in my thoughts.. in my dreams
whenever my eyes close...

Perhaps.. you always will.....

Splayed before him.. a gift...
Delight to his every sense

Drawn into her beauty.. the want...
Within her fragrance.. the need

A willing captive of desire...

One morsel.. delectable flesh...
Forever hunger

One drop.. sweet nectar...
Unquenchable addiction

One sampling of perfection...
Taste buds aflame

Surrender...

One nights passion...
One moment in time.. his

Sweetest Obsession

Bound by a love
eternal...
a prisoner of his own heart

Eyes locked.. an instant
everlasting...
an untamed spirits'.. sweet surrender

Unspoken verses of a soul
enamored...
ushers forth a poem most beautiful

He closes his eyes to escape this reality
for it is in the quiet darkness of his mind
that she awaits him.

She is...

Sweetest memories.. of a time gone by
a belief in the promises of each new today
his anticipation of the hopes & dreams of tomorrow

She is...

His dream.. His greatest gift

She...  Is Love