She carries the weight,
As she tries to walk straight.
She cannot help but seethe.

Treading through mud,
And emotional blood.
Constantly trying to breathe.

The pain that she felt,
From the cards she was dealt -
Not knowing the reasons why.

The tears she would weep,
From a sadness so deep,
That echoes and amplifies.

For the rest of her life,
At the edge of a knife -
The slightest movement will ****.

"Keep calm. Keep steady.
Get with it already."
Or all that's distasteful will spill.

Behind all her mystery,
Is sadness and misery -
A truth she wants no one to find.

"She's magic" they'll say,
Before they run astray.
To this madness they won't be confined.

She will never be risen,
For her body's a prison,
Her mind, a bitter disease.

But they have a choice.
Without her, they'll rejoice.
They can live however they please.

Her soul is tired; heart is spent.
- Generational Torment -
Seeping from the past into each day.

Sifting through; righting what's wrong.
Hoping that her love is strong,
Enough for all the pain to be repaid.

Maybe one day, finally
A healed being she will be.
It's all she ever wanted all along.

She can't run from this existence,
But perhaps with some persistence,
Maybe she can finally belong.

She cries for you, she cries for me.
She cries for every long lost being.
She just wants the suffering to end.

A lineage of damage
On her plate to manage -
A lifetime of work to transcend.

Look past the hurt, beyond the pain.
It is clear what still remains:
The beginnings of a budding lotus flower.

This is nature, seeking nurture.
To this earth she needs an anchor.
This is the beginning of her power.

~ ☼ ~

It is here, in this space,
When I feel most at ease.
I am not quite awake,
Yet not quite in a dream.

There is warmth around my body.
There is quiet in my mind.
My feet, they rub together.
Your lips, my mouth will find.

This is our querencia;
A place so safe for us.
I worry not of troubles.
I am only filled with trust.

It is here, I am at peace.
It is here, I am most safe.
Because nothing can break through,
The dream space we create.

I want to stay forever.
Please, can we never leave?
The sun is sure to come,
But with you, I want to be.

It is here, I am insouciant.
It is here, I can escape.
All the hardships of my life,
There is nothing it can take.

For here, I am protected.
I am safe in your embrace.
Together, falling in and out.
This dreaming-waking place.

She's shaking.
Unstable.
For the taking.
Swallowed in fog.
Connection is lost.
She's cut off
From herself.
She's cut off.
Can't get out.
There is no where but here.

"Disappear. Disappear."
She whispers.

"I am here. I am here."
She answers.

"Tell me." He says,
"Tell me all that you dread."

And her fears spoke louder
Than anything ever said.

I'm coming home soon
I promise you.

I almost there.
I am almost bare.

Cracking back open
Every part of myself.

Taking my love back down
From the shelf.

I miss you and I need you.
I'm coming home soon.

Cause I miss writing my soul to you.

Who am I?
Why am I here?
What am I doing?
When is the big break?
Where should I be?
And how do I get there?

It came again.
Breaching any boundaries
I was able to build since
the last time.

It shook me down.
Reminding of rampageous
Ways I had thought
I abandoned.

I lost control.
Misplacing my mind
with no idea where
to find it.

These weaving streets
pounding with
lovers' heart beats.

I know these things
tear you apart inside.

The way that we light fire to hearts,
And we burn them for the light.

These streets, they're pounding.
Drops of salty rain dampen the flame.
Fight the fire.
Burn up more of our desires.

Until desire runs out.
Until the fire dies out.

These wastelands, they're drowning.
What is left in wreckage is more than before.
Darker ashes.
Vaster endings.
And a heart-felt war.

As I sift the remnants of my love from this dust,
I whisper to the sky:
"Your almond eyes tell beautiful lies."
and I bury my heart goodbye.

How could I forget,
for even a breath?

Slowly it slips
away into spaces
hidden in me
and I forget that it is there.

Watching over me.
Waiting on me.
To take it back into my lungs.
Into my eyes.
Into my touch.

Waiting for me
to expel it in every way
that I experience my daze.

This Universal Love...

My soul, it bathes in this
and yet,
my feet will step,
my body will move,
and my mind forgets.

𝘉𝘶𝘵 𝘩𝘰𝘸 𝘥𝘦𝘦𝘱𝘭𝘺 𝘐 𝘥𝘰𝘯'𝘵 𝘸𝘢𝘯𝘵 𝘵𝘰 𝘧𝘰𝘳𝘨𝘦𝘵...

I want to remember
all of those moments
when love was what carried me
over mountainous hurts;
through wastelands of self-hate -
self destructive tendencies
were buried by this
ever-knowing love.

And that is what brought me
this far.
That is why I've conquered
my war.
𝗟𝗼𝘃𝗲 is why I know in
my heart.
That everything is beautiful,
𝘢𝘭𝘭 𝘱𝘢𝘳𝘵𝘴.

Universal Love
𝘐𝘚 existence.
And all parts
of my resistance
were so I could learn
of Love's persistence.

So,

May we never disregard the beauty,
simply because
our minds feels threatened.

May we see past the veils
that keep us guessing.

And may we remember:
We can find perfection
only in the definitive acceptance
of all that is,

𝙖𝙨 𝙞𝙩 𝙞𝙨.

▪︎ micalight ▪︎

I stand at the edge of the earth.
The outside looking in.
I tremble at the art
this world has to give.
I shiver at the sound
of love so profound.
This place so beautifully daunting.

Was I ever really ready?

Sadness is but a wave in the plentiful ocean of life.

I'm drawn to the centre of you.
This is where I'm being pulled to.
With the help of the winds pushing me too,
I could not escape my astonishment of you.
My will, I give away.
I've fallen endlessly to the sound of your voice,
and now I have to stay.
I'm only getting hotter every moment were together.
You can feel it on my breath.
"Maybe just one..." and I pulled in really close.
Seal the deal with a kiss.
Oh, my angels told me I'm gunna get addicted to this.

Embraced again
My soul races
And is nourished times ten.
Filled with sacred knowings -
The mind's eye is glowing.
Reaching heights
Of indigo light.
Soft
And gracing the skin
Gently
As i fall within.

Flowing amidst
I am pieces of the sea.
I innerstand the motions
Of the winds that we breathe.
I see love growing green.
Stitching in gold, the fabrics
Of our never ending dream.

Together is our only way
To save our sleeping days.
United we can awake.
I am forever chasing grace.

Blessed again
With an exotic luxury.
The world
And love's potency
Is floating me along.
I tune in to
My favourite song
And slowly drift away.
Reaching heights
Of violet light.
Quiet
And losing the time
Clearly
As I fully unwind.

Floating admist
I am particles of air.
Simple stardust being -
So transcendent and aware.
We are a never ending flow
This is the only thing to know.
So I bring this all within me.
For here's our biggest goal:
To Stretch Beyond Our Realm,
And Be One Universal Whole.

Together is our only way
to save our sleeping days.
With love we can awake.
I am forever embracing grace.


☼


(( miss.....mica. )) ***

" I wish I had someone to ride with me, the way down town... Delve into the rabbit-hole, flip us inside out. Wishing for nothing other than the pleasure each other can offer. I want a friend. A *****, clean, friend. I'm not afraid to say what I need. I wish for someone to walk into the dark with me. I want someone so irrefusably crystalline, that in a simple kiss, I'd shoot to the stars, and blast out a dream. " **

missmica_

I wish to rest in your embrace.
To feel your finger curl my hair,
and trace my healed scars.
Envelope me in the inspiration
of your crystal breath.
Your embrace is my destination,
Love is my test.

Ocean breezes and Sun rays
Brush my crown and say :

" You Are Your Own Now. "

and it frees the pain away.

Silent times enrich my heart.
Sandy shores of broken starts.
Rusty edges guide the way.
My love has run astray.
...and I'm heading for the hills.
What for?
A fancy metaphor?
I have plenty more
In shrine time.
Where the roads wind,
And we live the real angle
Of a squared triangle.

Resting now I wonder, what is next?
Light & Sound will manifest
a true destiny
of centred heart
& gravity.

floating on, I just wish
the daggers of pain to be missed,
For our Journey to breathe clean,
still,
                crystal,
                          ­     mist.


And I will find you there,
Setting a sideways glare,
Romancing the moon.
I can see you in blue.
The dripsy gypsy caravan,
Will sing us the tune.
Press and feel the life,
Of a flower fractled love<3
Kiss me with your warm breath.
I grace you with the Sun's caress.

Higher minded now.

And we stumble for the stars...
Alone in our palace.
Riding the waves of the heart.

We live through the molecules,
Of sacred combinations.
To create a cozy transportation
To the life made of Creation.

Full Circles Never Stop.

We Spiral, Forward, Further...

The waves engulf a Large Rock.

Splashes of memories encoded in the sea,
Translate the energy,
We give through you and me.
We are Captains of the Conscious Sea!
Trailing towards our victory.

We Are the Sacred Journey.

And within a Simple Touch.
Air for us to breathe.
We let go of the little things,
We know we must release.

For We Are In Our Own Hands Now.

The paths will wind us tight in line,
And far across at the same time.

Rest your mind,

And breathe again,

My dear.

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Deep.
                                      Unda yah feet.

          Rooted tone yet a lifting treat.

  Journeyz to the world under.

Bringing BASS long thunderrr. '''

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The offering place of all that I am,
Is a fountain rich with the blood of thousands.
For I have been two-thousand hands,
And a thousand masterpieces.

Silent songs sweep my heart,
Of every noise that hurts my head;
When the thousand-handed fountain,
Coats my love in red.

Earthly intended de-scension.
Becoming that of all imperfection.
Here is where I begin my forward movement,
Into this forever fractured moment.

Let me not forget,
The spirals of wisdom,
Rested in the red,
Of lives before now.
The spirit knows how;

So I bring it all within me.

Madness rules us all,
In the first life and the last.
My thousand-handed fountain,
Will feel you for that.

Shining on me - I thank the Sun.
Reminding me of an old song,
So I can hear it like a new one.

Here is our meeting place;
Flowing ribbons of crystal lace ~
The river runs into a rising sky.

Have I been enough?

My fountain nearly filled,
With masterpieces lived and killed.
Will I move into eternity?
Someday, certainly.
So this is it.

*I will find this place again.

I keep my dreams alive.
Subliminal focus.
I see the line of time.

Dimensional abilities.
Opening awareness.
I see the possibilities.

Have we all gone mad?

Attachment for a smile.
Love should have no cost,
So we're apart for a while.

Please, for me, define divine.
The love rush and the freedom,
I wish just to intertwine.

But has it all gone bad?

Success is true harmony.
The world and my love.
Explosion of a chemistry.

A lightworker's dream.
Lift & love from
the consciousness stream.

And we will lose the sorrow of sad.

Oh what a day, I will be only glad.