Body shaking
Heart racing
Mind scattered
Feeling dizzy
Need help
Can't talk
Go away
Can't walk
Pass out
Why not cry a little too

Hello my name is anxiety

Anxiety
Controlling my everyday life
Anxiety
Taking my heart and throwing it against the wall
Anxiety
Wrapping around in my head to consume my thoughts
Anxiety
Crying and screaming against my throat
Anxiety
Crashing and thrashing its way into my body making me shudder
When theres a knock at the door
Anxiety
Lighting fires to my insides
Anxiety
Making my hands shake so someone will notice im unbalanced
Anxiety

Anxiety
is a breath never released
suffocation of the lungs
and the whole of your mind
Anxiety
is a clock
that never stops ticking
with the constant click, from past to present
Time never ends
and oh darling
nor does anxiety.

If kisses were raindrops,
I'd send you showers.
If hugs were seconds,
I'd give you hours.
If smiles were water,
I'd send you the sea.
And if love were a person,
I'd send you me.

This song reminds me of her voice,
funny how, she was always my choice,
until the day that I met you,
and silly me, didn't have a clue,
that you would make me feel this way,
and it breaks my heart that feelings don't stay,
because though you once though I was great,
you haven't cared as of late,
and that'd be fine it'd be all cool,
if I wasn't stuck here like a love-sick fool.

It was January 4
My birthday and
At the same time,
It was a Monday

I went to my classroom
There goes a bestie of mine,
Who would be the first classmate
Who would greet me.

"Happy Birthday!", she said loudly
Then there goes the rest of the class,
They greeted me in chorus,
Me saying "thank you" right after

After a lot of greetings,
Someone stood out—
"Happy Birthday, senpai!"
He shouted, quite embarrassed.

I blushed, too stunned
To even thank him
I was shocked for him to add,
The word "Senpai" at the end

Greeting me by 'him' was
Already more than enough
For my day to get better
It was the best one I had yet