Tried - TheWordIzwi.
I tried, tried so much to be Wha' you wanted me to be ,
I changed the way I dress, the way I spoke, changed my friends for your pleasure,
I tried so much to please you but I couldn't,
See I did all I could for you,
I became a puppet and you the puppet master, my DR. Frankenstein I the obedient monster.
Love makes us do irritational things, bend over backwards and sideways for the ones our hearts have chosen.
You became God to me, turned to my religion I worshiped and prayed to you, I obeyed and did your will,
I became slave to your Prayer, I prayed to you instead of praying for us.
"my lover, who art In this heart,
Hallowed be thy command,
Your will be done by me as you command,
Taking me on excursions to cloud nines"
Woman, my loving creature that never loved,
Greatest love was and still a myth"
See I still remember the first time you called me "BAE"
I thought our love will be compost, and would fertilize our existence, but I couldn't tame you, my Frankenstein.
Love is blind, I forgot that I wasn't blind, a slave to your ways, how could you torment my pulse, how could you make my heart die for a second by skipping a beat for you, how could you make me believe that the gap was filled and my heart was safe at last.
You become God, and I prayed prayers to you,
In your temple I became slave, master.
I striped myself off my existence for you,
So I can make space for your Ego,
I became less of me to put up with you ****,
Cut off friends of your gender to make your insecurities comfortable,
See I allowed you to dictate without any "Buts"
But still it wasn't enough for you,
So, here I am, broken, twisted, tormented torn apart,
But how would you know?
Too full of yourself hate you made it my problem...
So listen, they'll call me a bitter EX for this, but **** it, You and Them
Careless ***** I hope that new guy beats on you and tells you that you're fat in that waist Trainer.
I hope he eats on your self-esteem,
I hope misery is your middle name when you finally feel worthless.
When you feel how I felt,
I never loved the way you lied,
So I can tell you how it feels like.