I'm tired of reading, it's my turn to be read.

I don't know what's more sad the way we looked at each other or the way neither of us had the courage to talk to one another

Sometimes it takes me a while to come up with something good sometimes I have no inspiration sometimes I have no motivation sometimes I forget how good it feels sometimes I just put it down sometimes it takes me years to come up with something good sometimes I just cry and forget
Sometimes I pretend it doesn't hurt
Sometimes I try too hard it's not good
Sometimes I will write good but always I will write something down

All these good men fall in love with me but I can't seem to fall in love with them I always seem to want the bad boys that will beat me emotionally & physically

I write for me not for you, not for him, but for me - to feel well to be emotionally settled and let things out because once it's done on paper I feel like this weight of the world is off and I am free

You made me cry
Not because you upset me or anger me
But because I opened up to you & slowly I am allowing you to tear me open, I am letting you know me, ****** me and it's scaring the crap out of me, like what if you hurt me yes, it feels nice now but I won't want to admit that I am falling for you more and more everyday that is why I push you away I just can't bear to be hurt again I'm not ready but I never liked what ifs so I will take the chance of getting hurt and love you in the meantime, I'll even yell it to the world like a foolish woman

It's funny to me how every time a couple gets into a relationship the guy is the one that is told to take care of her and make sure to treat her right or else his going to get it but what if it isn't the guy that should be told that, we automatically assume that if the relationship were to end, it would be the guys fault because we as girls are supposed to be angels, fragile, and innocent but not all girls are angels, fragile, or innocent, some are just plain cruel