I was thinking
skeleton fingers, all joints and points, are a lot like
my pencil
bare, hard, with these cuts here and there that
I don't remember making, I don't remember happening
it would make the same screech
as nails against a blackboard
that scream of desperation, or is it anger, or is it fun
well anyway my blackboard is paper
harmless..thin..blank..
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| |
| | <------- see. blank. just laying there, anticipating.
|________|
even when the goal is
Everything.
wishing to pull together a string of words
--------la tee da---------there once was------------the end-----------the beginning------------
unfortunately, they all just hang there
a
little
like ornaments
on a Christmas tree
but instead of sparkling
like all good laughter and songs
they sort of hang there with sad curves.
these bits of gray. I wonder if they even form
letters. Really I just see all sorts of crazy symbols
crazycrazycrazy
symbols symbols
crazycrazycrazy
Tripped and fell today
wasn't watching myself
all these twigs, stupid rocks, mud
so much mud. ugh
it's all over my feet
seriously, it's a feat to go without the
accidental step you hope no one saw
keep your eyes up- idiot....
then at least you'll be
prepared
and when you make it to the end of the road/path/decision/idea/goal
success! (it's alright that mud will come right out no worry necessary)
stretch your hand out to me
ill give it a good shake, show you a firm pat on the back
ouch?
oh-yeah I know, sorry
forgive my bony fingers
and let me know if you ever need a pencil