As we sat on the sand Watching the waves go by. I couldn't resist but to look passionately Into his eyes.

N As he read my mind he decide to move in. N I lean closer to taste the fruit of sin.

My ***** melted by the touch of his lips.  N Slowly his fingertip found it's way down to my inner dip.

My legs divided n approved. Oh how I love the way he moved.

Slow enough to feel n fast enough to hear.  But then his hands  interfere n switched gears.

He gently pulled dwn my thin silk. N enter me with his thick built.

The sensation match the crashing waves hitting the rocks. N after hitting all the right spots. My body completely lock.

We were rdy to burst.
Both Rdy for the rebirth.

N when it came.
We came
It felt Insane
Do I need to explain?

Nothing's the same. Everything change

Different ways of thinking. All of the feelings sinking.

So Distance.  Feels  like there's no existin.

All I can do is reminis...

But what about, if it's always been this way. I would see him but he'd be out by day.  Always visit but never stay. N I would always sit n just wait.

I'm still waiting
Praying  

For a change
But I know that's something COMPLETEY insane

How do u help a poor blind man out?
A man who's deff so your advice wont count.

A man who sees nothing but hell. Feels nothing but flames & familiar to it's smell.

He Could be in A room full of ppl but stuck in his cell. Completely Lost In The dark so to who to yell?

For his sister to move. For his mother to do. For his father  to.......

N he's seek for the lords name. Tried to walk in his lane. But couldn't steer right because his demons are not tame.

They were winning n he was losing. Proudly introducing there victory, "the abusing". And the poor man lifeless ,without any doing.

N from afar I watch as these demons play. So With angry tears in my eyes, I pray.
& say

Please lord watch over my blood, my brother. Let him see yr light n yr glorious colors.  Uncover his eyes, get rid of those others.  Stop this endless suffer. Please god all I want is his happiness n comfort.